Sa Kanya (Saidatzu) One Shot Story

Found her 'The One'

"Nawala ang lahat ng ika'y biglang lumisan
Ng pinasok mo ang tahanang puno ng laro"

It's not a game. It's the reality. I lost you when you found yourself. I lost you when I decided to pushed you on achieving your dreams. I lost you since the day I started supporting you in your dreams. We lost US.

"Bakit ka nagmahal ng hindi naman dapat
Di mo ba naiisip na tayo pa ring dalawa"

I just don't understand why? I gave you everything. I supported you. I loved you more than myself. You should have ended our relationship first, instead of leaving me with any words. Did you forgot that we made a promise? We will make our dreams come true. Together. You and me. Not you and her.

"Pero ok lang naman
Kung san ka masaya
Nandito pa rin naman ako
Kahit nasasaktan"

Your happiness is my happiness. You know that, right? I told that to you countless of times. Your happiness is all that matters to me. Even if I can't find myself genuinely happy.

"Sa tv na lang pala kita makikitang masaya
Sa piling ng iba
Titiisin ko ang lahat ng sakit
Basta para sayo
Kung san ka masaya"

Yes. I'm still updated about you. I saw how happy you are in your new life. Having her around you, having a supporters around you. Attending fanmeetings while holding each others hands. Answer questions with a smile when the fans are asking about your dating status. How your eyes sparks while looking at her. How you stare at her when she's not looking at you.

"Bakit mo pinagpalit ang matagal nating pagsasama
Sa ilang araw mo lang naman nakilala
Naniwala ako sa lahat ng iyong sinabi
Na ako lang ang mamahalin at wala ng iba"

Years being together are forgotten by you. You chose that new person who comes in your life when you are already in your best. And left me, the person who had been with you since the start. I hold onto your words, your promises, our plans. Everything we build for our future. It's like a balloon, it exploded when someone push the pin they are holding.

"Pero ok lang naman
Kung san ka masaya
Nandito pa rin naman ako
Kahit nasasaktan"

Who am I kidding? Of course, it's not ok. And it will never be ok. You will never know how painful it is to me seeing you with someone else. Do you know that I'm still waiting for you? You know it, right?

"Sa tv na lang pala kita makikitang masaya
Sa piling ng iba
Titiisin ko ang lahat ng sakit
Basta para sayo
Kung san ka masaya"

Is she making you happy more than what I did? Is she taking care of you? Kissing your forehead before leaving or before you go to sleep? Is she nice to you off cam? Or are you crying when you're alone? Are you happy with her now? Please just let me now. I want to make sure that you are fine without me.

"Oooh.....
Wala na akong ibang hiling
Kungdi ang lumigaya ka
At matupad mo ang 'yong mga pagarap sa buhay"

You're almost there, Babe. I'm so proud that you have your supporters. I am so proud of you. Keep it up, ok? I am always here to support you, I promised you that. Even if everyone leave you behind, I'll stay. Opening my arms, waiting for you to come back.

"Lagi mong tatandaan ang sinambit ko sayo
Na pag pumasok ka dyan
Ay paglabas mo'y mahal pa rin kita"

Remember the last message I whispered to your ear the day you moved to your new dorm? You still do, right? But if you forgot, I'm willing to repeat it again. I hope my words reached wherever you are. 'I love you, Babe. Take care of yourself, okay? If you had a hard time, don't you ever forget that you can come to me. I will stay in our condo. That is where we made our memories together, and when you come back. We will make more memories together. Always remember that I love you, you will have my heart forever.' I closed my eyes as my tears start to form in my eyes again.

"Sa tv na lang pala kita makikitang masaya
Sa piling ng iba
Titiisin ko ang lahat ng sakit
Basta para sayo
Kung san ka masaya"

If ever she will hurt you, don't forget that you still have me. I will never ever turned my back against you. I'm willing to forget everything as if it didn't happen. I'm willing to hugged you so tight. And when it happens, I will never let go of you. Ever again.

"Susuportahan kita
Kung sa kanya ka masaya."

But if it turns out that she is already your happiness? I'm willing to accept it. I will try my best to be happy for you. I'm willing to sacrifice my own happiness, for your own happiness.
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I will sleep now, Babe. I closed my eyes as my tears keep flowing in my eyes. The memories we had together is repeating in my mind. I hugged the pillow she'd been using when she's still with me. I mouthed my one last 'I love you' and that is when I fell asleep.

'You did it, Babe. But sadly, not with me. With her.'

Thank you for reading this story ❤. I really love this song, so I decided to make one story using the lyrics.