dreams

when it all started

So I've always had this other voice in my head telling me to do ... Bad stuff. It is a real deep female voice and the first time I truly heard her was one early morning when I was little.

I always got up for school first. I always woke everyone up in the morning. so one day when I wake up twenty minutes early I knew something was off. I continued my normal routine quickly getting dressed quietly to not wake my aunt who I shared the room with and stepping out to brush my teeth and hair. Once done I walked through the kitchen twords the hall. Once in the hall I heard something that made me stop dead in my tracks.

" Allie~" the feminine voice said " turn back." I was frozen then when I heard a thump I was snapped form that state. I quickly regathered myself and woke up everyone but sadly told no one what I encountered.

All my life I noticed that I get random horrible spikes of anger. Every single time this happens it's like I black out and when I wake up something horrible has happened. Thankfully it's not to horrible.

Some of the worst spikes that I can think of was a few years before I heard the voice. I was out in the backyard of my old house playing with a frog I had just found. It was nothing to special just an ordinary medium sized frog. Well while playing with it I suddenly got a really bad spike of anger toward the frog. That's the last thing I remember before suddenly waking up smiling down at the poor dead frog laying on the ground.

I was so horrified that I just stood there I couldn't stop smiling down at it but I was crying. When my mom called me inside for lunch was when I was fully snapped out of it. I turned to go but not with out looking back at the poor dead frog and barying him.

One other time that haunts me is the day I was sitting in my room playing with one of my kittens. This was about three years later I was living with my mother before my parents got back together I was deeply depressed and no one ever noticed. As I played  with the small kitten I got a spark of anger luckily I snapped out of it though before anything truly horrible happened to socks the kitten. When I woke up the cats head was stuck in the doll house which was obviously to small for the poor thing.

When the dreams began
They started about a two years ago. It was Sunday night and my mom had just called me to her room to give her the controller to my Xbox to her so I wouldn't watch tv. Well when I went to go back to my room I heard something that would change my life.

I heard I low growl almost like it was purring. I stopped and as I looked behind me I felt all the warmth of my body drain away.

Right behind me was a shadowy figure of a cat. It's slim yellow eyes glowing in the dark and it shard deadly teeth bared. As it went to pounce on me I shriek and went to run. As I did so I could have sworn I saw blood and heard a dark laughter.

Next thing I knew I was curled up on my parents bed crying. My mom was freaking out trying to figure out what up set me while my dad ran to turn on all the lights. After a few minutes I was finally able to tell them that I saw something under the table exactly where I saw the cat.

It freaked my mother out my big brother thought that I got scared over nothing but my dad called my grandfather. My grandfather has dealt with worse stuff than this so he said' he took care of it' after that I have never truly been the same.

The night after that I went to sleep quite quickly. Almost to quickly.

This was the first dream that has ever haunted me. I was at school sitting in the gem where I did every morning. I could see one of my best friends beside me and my crush Ashten right in front of me laughing.

It seemed like every morning but something was different. Where was my other friends? Where was Skye. That's when I heard it.

I heard someone crying. As I looked around I found my friend Skye sitting in the corner crying. "Skye?" I whisper. She then whipped around and I instantly realized , this isn't Skye  there was no face just black mist.

She started laughing like a mad man watching as  I backed up. Her front was covered in blood and there was five stab wounds. I looked over to see me holding the bloody knife.

"Skye what happened!?" I whisper to her I couldn't stop laughing and crying. Then out of no where Skye tried touching me. I knew ' don't let her touch you!'

I then woke up crying in the middle of the night. I feel like I'm being watched. and as I turn I see the same black cat sitting in the door way watching almost waiting. I then turn and next thing but knew I was being shook awake by my mom. That day I didn't got to school because I had mysteriously gotten fever.

So I actually deal with dreams like these . I will try to up date every day or so but will up date as Soon as I get another dream. Also for those of you who read my other book I will try to up date more often I just always have a lot on my mind. Thank you for reading and if you do have any ideas on how to stop these nightmares please tell me. I need a good night's sleep once in a while.