found you

part 2

[ I do believe your galaxy.
I want to hear your melody.
How will the stars of your
galaxy embroider your sky.
Don't forget that
at the end of my despair,
I found you.
You are my last reason,
standing at the edge of the cliff
"live". ]

Jiyoung pov

Another day. I look out my window and see the busy road. Silence. He was there again. This time, I hear his voice, I felt his warmth, but I couldn't see him. Somehow, every feature about him was forgotten. Suddenly, I feel sad. I feel empty. Broken. Yea. That was the word to describe me right now. The sudden despair made me confused. Why? Why am I sad?

"Jiyoung." A familiar voice calls up and I snap out of my daze.

Nobody. Creeped out but still tired I get up and dragged myself to the bathroom.

After bathing and getting ready, I go downstairs to be greeted by the smell of pancakes.

"Good morning." Father says as he flips the pancake.

"Good morning."

"Where's Jimin?" I continue looking around. He usually gets up early on Sundays.

"He's still mourning. Over yesterday." Father says giving a warm smile.

"I'll go check on him." I say and went back upstairs to Jimin's room.

I gave a small knock before coming in.

"Jimin?" I say and see a small lump on the bed.

"Oh, Jiyoung." Jimin says as he got out of bed. His eyes were puffy and it was obvious he cried himself to sleep.

"Are you ok?" I say and he stays quiet. He looks at the wall where mom painted stars when he was younger.

I got on the bed with him and made myself comfortable.

"I miss her too." I say and he broke down. He was always one to cry easily. He looked at me with hopeless eyes.

"I'm sorry." I say and gave him a big hug to ease his excruciating pain.

"I'm so sorry." He says and I look at him confused.

"Why are you sorry?" I ask him with worried eyes.

"I'm supposed to be the older one but look at me." He says and breaks down sobbing again.

"Hey it's ok."

"Even you need to cry sometimes right?" I say and wipe away his tears.

"C'mon get up. Father made some pancakes. They're you favourite right?" I say and get off the bed.

He gets up and smiles and that alone makes me feel better.

"Ok."

Time skip

"Jiyoung-ah." Jimin says.

"Yea?"

"Thanks for... you know." He says and I smile warmly in return.