It was one pictures- jaden Hossler

*Fuck*

(Lizzie)
March 8th 2020

"Lizzie" lily said stringing out the e as she bursted into my room with a huge smile on her face

"uhg what are you doing here Lily it's 10:00 am"

"nooo it's 10:13, but that's not the point" she said as she started squealing

"oh my god what is it already" I said a little bitcher then I should haveshe looked a little taken back from my tone then stared talking again "there's a party to night" then she started to squealing again "And were going no matter what you say."

No, I hate party's there a multiple reasons why, one of the being one night at a party I got super wasted and then me and some of my girlfriends went to dance and they left me I didn't know where they went but then some guy drugged me I don't even know I how I can't remember very much then but then i woke up in one of my friends bed and she told me I got drugged by some guy and he was going to try to rape me. I haven't gone to party sense. But it's been almost a year now so...
Lizzie: "ok"

Lily: "wait really, your not going to fight back, wow ok"

Lizzie: "well it's been almost a year now from the incident, and I think I am ready". Lily is a party girl she's alway down for a party and try's to get me to go with her most of the times but I always say no, so me being ok with going is a big shock to her.

Lily: "well let's get ready to party. I will be back at 7 to pick you up but your a driving duty on the way home so no drinking" she said as she left the room and winked at me

I went back to sleep for an hour or so because I didn't have to be ready till 7. Once I woke up again I went in to my ensuite and turned on the shower and brushed our my hair. After my shower I blow dried my hair and straightened it. I put on some sweat pants and a cute tube top for now because it was only 2:00 then I did some light make up.
I was practically ready for the party but one thing. What was I going to ware.
I decide to text lily as she probably has something I can borrow. But I didn't want anything too, well, to showy as I was still on edge from that night and vary insecure. I went to my contacts and clicked Lily's witch was "tall L🥵🎂" and FaceTimed her.

Lily: hey bitch you ready

Lizzie: almost but I don't know what to wear.

Lily: ok, I have been waiting for this moment forever come over right now.

Lizzie: ok but I don't want anything to showy

Lily: uhg fine, just get your ass over here.

Lizzie: ok bye bitch see you soon.
And with that I ended the call, I just realized I haven't eaten anything today and I am starving. I guess I'd stop somewhere on the way. I grabbed my phone, a bag and packed some cloths because I was going to stay at Lily's over night. I walked out of my room and saw my brother playing video games.
Lizzie: bye Jackson
Jack: don't call me that Eliza he said with a smirk
Lizzie: ew no, fine bye jack
Jack: bye liz

Jack is 19 so he's a year older as I turn 18 in 3 weeks and I have a sister as well, Harper she is 19 and at college so I don't see her to much any more. She training to be a nurse in LA as we live in Tennessee.

I got in my car and was about to leave when I got a notification from insta, I never go on instagram I just have it because lily made me get it. I don't have any social media app other then snap and insta but I only ever use snap but not that often. I wasn't a vary social person as I was vary insecure and I haven't been the best lately as my dad died in an crash about 11 months ago it's been a hard year for are family, my moms always at work, because she the only one who provides for us and my Brother takes care of me and the house. The first month or so from when my dad die we were all vary depressed my mom stayed in her room and my brother left for a bit to stay with his friends in cali, Harper came home and took care of me, but I didn't appreciate what she was doing for me and just pushed everyone away the only person

I let talk to me was Quinton, he was my best friend I knew him sense we were 4 are moms new each other so we were like brother and sister, he helped me a lot, but I still ended up doing some bad things, I started cut, and one day I tried to committee, but lily stoped me,

Flash back

I read the note I wrote
I haven't been truly happy Scenes dad die, I have decided i would go stay with him, where I can be happy. if your reading this I have gone by now and am with him and grandma, dad was my best friend, and me being gone is just another burden gone, I don't know what I am writing exactly but I guess it's an goodbye, so I guess good bye, don't miss me, because I surely won't:):
Goodbye, Eliza

I sighed the note and took one last snap chat streak, saying goodbye see you up there and sent it to my story, i got up and went to my bathroom and took out the pills in my cabinet, I pored them in my hand and whispered "goodbye" then took them, things went silent, then I heard a ringing in my ear and a clouded yell, then I blacked out. Next thing I new I was in the hospital. With lily and Quinton sat next to me.

End of flash back

I didn't realize I was crying tell I was at Lily's, I wiped my tears and fixed my make up. I rung the door bell, after adout 30 seconds the door open and standing there was the one and only ass, Lily's twin brother.

If your wondering Lilly has twin brother, being Lily's best friend I see him a lot so we are pretty close as well but his also hot- no he's my best friends brother i can't call him hot, but he is- Lizzie NO, I didn't realizing I was stareing at him, he was staring at me then I snapped back in to reality when he spoke "oh sorry, um- LILY"
"what- oh"
Lily came practically sliding down the stairs
Lizzie: "lily, bahaha"
Lily: "come on"
We were just walking up the steps when suddenly lily stared the yell
Lily: "HEY- STOP"
I didn't care so I just keeps walking
Lily: don't look at me like that, u know exactly what I am talking to you about,😠🤨
"gezz, sry" he said under his breath
The I stoped and turned around I was looking at them at this point like they were crazy
Lily: "come on" she said with a mad tone in her voice then she pulled Me up the stairs.
"Fuck"
He whispers to him self so only He could hear, but I heard him, I don't know lily did or him.

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