It was one pictures- jaden Hossler

"Lust not love"

Lizzies pov
It's been 3 days sense the kiss and Quinton and Bryce left to go back to la already, I was going home today as well as school started back up in a few days, and there dad was getting home today. But Jaden has been vary distance, we haven't talked and he hasn't gone out of him room unless it's to get food, was he just leading me on, I thought he liked me, Obviously not. I am done with his shit, that who he is a famous fück boy who thinks he can do whatever wants and get whatever he wants and doesn't care about others. I rolled my eyes at my thoughts and lily came in the room.
Lily: "hey, u ok"
Lizzie: "yah why" I said in a sarcastic tone, "I should start getting my stuff ready" I got up and went around the room looking for everything
Lily: "no your not, what's wrong"
Lizzie: "it doesn't matter, what matters is that your okay," I said with a half smile
Lily: "I'm fine, plus dad's comeing home today so well be fine"
Lizzie: "ok good, I'm happy YOU are okay" I said Emphasizing the You
Lily: " okay, your not fine" I didn't want to go ranting about how much I hated but still liked jaden at the same time to her, he's here brother that would be weird "it's Jaden isn't it" she sighed, I just looked down
Lily: "see this is why I didn't want him to date my friends because I new he would hurt them, but you to seemed so good together, like you were made for each other, but I guess I was wrong and now you got hurt"
Lizzie: "it's fine lily, I should have known"
Lily: "any way I am going to beat his ass later" we both giggled at her little comment

Some hours later

Lily: "bye liz I will call you later and I'll see you at school on Monday" I hugged her and smiled, then just then Jaden walked down the steps right past us into the kitchen, he looked depressed, why was he sad, he's the one that hurt me and lead me on, I did nothing to him. He looked at me and I rolled my eyes at him.
Lily: "let's go" then she glared at Jaden quickly before pushing out the door we hugged one more time then I got in my car and pulled out she blow me a kiss witch I blow one back and left, I was glad to get out of that house away for Jaden.

Jadens pov
I walked down stairs to get some food, Lizzie was there she rolled her eyes at me, I new she was mad I practically led her on I just didn't want to hurt her, but I guess that planed back fired, Bryce made me realize that I can't be with her for her own sake
I heard a car drive off and the door slam shut, I went back to my phone. The. Lily burst though my door with a vary mad look on her face.
Lily: "THE FUCK JADEN" she shouted
Jaden: "what?!"
Lily: "you ducked know what you did" I looked back down at my phone, "no, no you do not get to ignore me" she smacked my phone out of my hands
Jaden: "the fuck lily"
Lily: "you are going to explain right now" she sat down in one of my chairs and stared right at me with a straight face
Jaden: "okay, ok" she nodded for me to keep going "I didn't want to hurt her"
Lily: "yah well you already did that"
Jaden: "I know, but if we ever became something-, it wouldn't work, I moving to la in June, I'm not going to make her wait around for me" Lily's face went softer, but I could tell she was still mad
Lily: "god jaden, so what, you led her on, and now what you ghost her, at least tell her why, she feels like shit" I sighed lily was right.
Jaden: "okay, I'll text her"
Lily: "good" she got up and left the room, what should I text her, should I do it right now, or wait, ugh, ok I'll text her now,

IMassages
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Jaden: I know your probably mad at me, but I don't know how to say this, I like you a lot but I'm leaving in June and I dont want to have to make you wait around around for me, I want you to live your best life and be happy, I promise you did nothing wrong, it's all me. Please forgive me for ghosting you I just don't want to hurt you, that's how I am. I always ruin a relationship one way or another and I don't want to hurt you so the best is for me to stay away and a least stay friends, you will always mean so much more to me, I can't hurt you. :(
Sent 2 mins ago

Lizzies pov:
My mother was on the phone with someone yelling, she tends to do this a lot,
Lizzie: "hey jack, do you know who moms on the phone with" I asked as I walked in to his room and sat down on his bed
Jack: "I don't know liz, anyway how was your weekend" I told him everything that happened, I always loved talking to my brother, he always was there for me. I couldn't ask for a better brother, "I am going to beat his ass" he got up ready to leave
Lizzie: "jack stop, don't go all over protective brother mood on him, he doesn't deserve the attention, that's all he wants" I sighed, then my phone pinged, it was from Jaden "jack, Jaden texted me"
Jack: "what're that dick say"

IMassages
Jay🥵🥰

Jaden: I know your probably mad at me, but I don't know how to say this, I like you a lot but I'm leaving in June and I dont want to have to make you wait around around for me, I want you to live your best life and be happy, I promise you did nothing wrong, it's all me. Please forgive me for ghosting you I just don't want to hurt you, that's how I am. I always ruin a relationship one way or another and I don't want to hurt you so the best is for me to stay away and a least stay friends, you will always mean so much more to me, I can't hurt you. :(

Wow, was that true. I dont even know, still just because he's moving don't mean he had to do that, he new he was moving before we even went to the beach, I through my phone at jack so he could read it, his face changed a lot well reading it, at last he gave me my phone back
Jack: "what are you going to do"
Lizzie: "what"
Jack: "are you going to forgive him"
Lizzie: "I guess, I don't want to lose him, I feel I can tell him anything and he'll never judge" I smile at my self slightly
Jack: "you love him don't you" I shot my eyes up at him and furrowed my eyebrows
Lizzie: "love is a strong word" my cheeks turned slightly red,
Jack: "your blushing, you totally like him"
Lizzie: "fine, but"- I was cut of by a loud bang, I jumped in my seat and looked at jack with worried eyes, he was looking towards the door and then looked back at me, I let a tear slip from my now glossed over eyes
Jack; "come on let's get out of here" he smiled and stood up as he put his hand out I took it and we climbed out the window and started to walk,

Lizzie: "where are we" we were sat on a big hill, and looking at the stars twinkle above us, there was lake just down the hill, and the only noise of the waves splashing the shore and the crickets chirping
Jack: "my favorite place"
Lizzie: "it's beautiful" I sight and layed down to watch the stars "look, a shooting star"
Jack: "make a wish" I giggled at his comments,
Lizzie: "I wish things will start to look up in the future"
Jack: "I wish.... Lizzie would talk to Jaden" I smacked us shoulder
Lizzie: "jack" I huffed
Jack: "I have a feeling you two are meant for each other"
Lizzie: "he's moving, so your wrong it was just a little kiss out of lust, not 'love' " I put my fingers up well saying love, he smirked then laid down, I coped his action
Jack: "sure" I rolled my eyes, I just wanted to take in what was happening right now

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Kind of mad at what's going on right now, it's sick,
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