Knocking on Forbidden Doors (Mature) ON HOLD

In Dreams (Intro)

This isn't real...this isn't real at all.  I can't keep doing this to myself, I can't...

You can and you will.  You enjoy this, you always do.  So shut up and let me do what I do best...

I'm dreaming this.  I'm hallucinating.  That's all this is.

If you were hallucinating, you wouldn't feel this...

No!  Stop that!  Don't touch me!  Don't do anything!  You aren't real, damn it!  Leave me alone!

Oh, but I am real - and all the wonderful things I do to that lucious body of yours is real, too.  And then, there's the moaning...

Shut up!  I don't want to hear anymore.

But I want to hear you.  And I will hear you, all night long.  I wonder how long I can have you begging...

No!  Please, don't do this!  This isn't real, just leave me alone.

I will have you, kitten.  You must remember that you are mine, and you will always be mine.  You may resist me in the beginning, but you always give in.  I won't stop til I'm done with you - and then we'll start again...

Please, don't hurt me...

Hurt you - never.  Please you - always.

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In the night, in dreams, he comes to me, spreads my legs and pleases me.

All at the cost of my sanity.

I feel like I'm losing every inch of me, all to enjoy the pleasures he gives me.

What can I do...how will I get free, when he refuses to free me?