What if I disappear

Chapter 1:

                 I'm the negleted child in my family, the useless, the dumb one, the one who trys to good which ends up bad, the one who gets compared to everyone, the one whos mistakes only count and not the good stuffs done by them, relatable? If not you would ve the perfect kid with straight A's, the teachers pet and the one who does everything right so that all the mistakes would get covered by the good things you have done. As I said I belong to the 1st category and this is my story. Come on let's find out how I'm  gonna mess this day...
          Great, I'm late amd its just Monday, I don't know how I'm get through this week...
          When I went down my was... you guessed- pissed with me with me and I had to miss breakfast caise I woke up late. When I thought it couldn't get worse I missed my bus Ugh! My luck my sis aka the perfect daughter was LATE so, I asked her to give me a ride and lucky me she did until I washed the car for her. (Spoiler: the day gets worse *sigh*) As I desperately needed a ride or I would get a detention, I agreed.When I got to the class the teacher was already there and well he said if I come late again he would give me a month detention, you'll think that's too much but I have come late a whole week and being the sweetest teacher he had not given me a detention si yeah that was worth but..that doesn't mean I want  detention. I was happy cause I have come through half a day without encountering my enemy Mary who loves me so much that she can't go a day without ruining that day for me yeah how sweet of her right ahh speaking of the devil there she is giving me the sweetest smile she could give and for some reason it is not so sweet to me. The only person who would save me from all the struggles is my best friend Derek, the only person who makes me smile when u desperately want to disappear into the air or wish the earth would swallow me or a big bird would come and take me to feed me to its children.There he was at our usual table I walked fast to avoid Mary but yeah she caught me before I could get away from her 'Hey haven't seen you all morning where were you' yeah that was Mary, she was a natural blonde with blue eyes the cool kid with designer bags and two sidekick on both of her sides. I could see the evil smile beneath the sweet one before I could fet embrassed by her Derek came to the rescue.
                 When I came home I finished my homework and was reading for my test this Wednesday, my mom came back home from work after a while, when I was done with my reading  went to the kitchen to see what today's dinner was, my mom asked me to get the table arranged so that when my sister and dad gets home the dinner could be served hot, that's when I messed up *crack* I broke a plate spilled water all over the place knocked a chair over. That's the exact moment when my dad and sister walked in, I got grounded and I said I didn't want dinner.I went to my room and wished I could just disappear then I could never be a pain for anyone.