polaroid | yoonkook

jungkook

i laughed, why the sudden confession? "yeah i like you too hyung." i shove his shoulder not quite understanding him.

"no, jungkook. i mean i have feelings for you."

wait. is yoongi confessing to me? there's no way! my mouth drops open as my gaze never leaves his.

"jungkook, i really like you." yoongi stands, "i don't know how else to explain it? all i know is that i want to hold you... and kiss you."

at this point i'm in awe. i was going to say something but hyung just kept going, like he needed to prove something; his feelings.

so i just sit and listen to his confession while i wait till he stops rambling.

"i swear i didn't mean to fall for you. i-it just happened, when i'm around you my heart feels like it's going to jump out my chest. i-i just want to protect you, i want to see that smile. god your precious smile. i want to see it when i wake up i want to be the one who makes you smile." he stops, his breathing unsteady. i watch him carefully, my heart sinks. he's crying.

that's when i knew i needed to stop him, and reassure him. that i like him too.

i stood up from my bed and reach out to a very fragile yoongi, my touch soft, afraid that he could fall apart. my hand rests on his cheek causing yoongi to flinch but then lean into my touch.

i smile. i bring my arms up and wrap them around yoongis neck pulling him into a hug. i could feel yoongi slowly wrap his arms around my waist.

"i like you too hyung." i whisper into his neck.

he pulled away, his hands still resting on my hips. "do you really? you're not just saying that." ive never seen yoongi so vulnerable. he's always so upfront and his emotions never show.

i felt somewhat happy that i'm the only one who gets to see yoongi in this state. "do i need to show you?" i asked.

i giggle as i see yoongis gummy smile and his eyes just staring at me. i slowly rise on my toes to level my lips with yoongis, i pause looking for a sign of discomfort.

after watching his eyes fall to my lips, i lean in still hesitating. but with a surprise yoongis hand snakes up behind my neck and pulls me in for a kiss that we both have been longing for.

i hum into the kiss loving the feel of his soft yet rough lips against my own. yoongis hands pull my body against his. our bodies now in close proximity, my face heats up.

we both pull away hearing my door slowly squeak open. it's nari, she gasps her eyes moving from yoongi to me as i'm still in yoongis arms.

she crosses her arms in jealousy? wait. is nari jealous? nari walks more in the room and pushes her way between yoongi and i, she uses all her strength to push me away. me. her brother!

i back away wondering what her next move could be. she makes grabby hands at yoongi wanting to be picked up. i watch carefully as yoongi lifts up nari and restes her just above his hip.

she snuggles into yoongi and mumbles something, i look to yoongi with a questioning look. yoongi pokes naris side and she giggles.

nari pulls away from yoongi and nari makes eye contact with me. "kookie were you kissing my boyfriend?"

boyfriend? okay nari is taking this crush thing a little too far. i take a deep breath and reach out for my little sister, yoongi slowly handing her over to me. i sat her on my lap as i took a seat on my bed, yoongi following to sit next to me. from the corner of my eye i can see the worried expression on his face.

i smile as i pet the side of her hair flattening some strands  that were  sticking up in the air. nari is just staring at me, she's waiting for an answer. and to be quiet honest im not sure how to address this situation either.

"hey nari," i said finally breaking the silence in the room. "would you be mad if i liked your boyfriend?" we all sat there, until yoongi chocked on his saliva. i mean sure i told him i liked him, i guess he wasn't expecting me to confess that to my little sister.

nari just smiled at me. she kissed my cheek. "gee kookie. i thought you wouldn't get the hint!" she practically yelled.

both yoongi and i are left dumbfounded. hint? what hint? "what are you talking about?" i asked.

nari simply stated that she never really liked yoongi hyung. she only came up with that lie because she wanted to make me jealous and wanted me to 'take him alway from her'. her words not mine.

nari came close to my ear and whispered, "good luck kookie." she left my room with a giggle.