Friendship over love part 2

Confession

(Y/n Thoughts)
"Alright now or never".
Y/n: " your song is really nice , I'm sure people will enjoy it once you release it, but can we have a serious conversation for a bit?" You tell him.
Fash: " yeah, what's on your mind"
Y/n: " I don't know if you have noticed but lately I've been a bit irritated when it comes to you"
Fash: " irritated? , with me ? that's a bit harsh" he answers.
Y/n: " no not in a bad way, or kind of? I'm unsure! What I am about to tell you might end our friendship" you say hesitantly.
(You take a moment to breath)
"Fash , I think I developed feelings for you". As you confess to him, Fash becomes speechless, his usual open and talkative personality now turned into a timid one . His reaction shows that he is overwhelmed with the whole situation, which you understand , since it never was the plan to fall for your best friend. For a moment both of you can't look at each other and awkward silences fills the atmosphere.
Y/n: " alright Fash, you don't have to answer I get it, I would be overwhelmed too, I'm just going to let you think, see you later" ,you say while getting up and ready to leave.
As you walk towards the street someone grabs your hand and pulls you back. It's Fash!.
Fash: " wait don't go, I'm sorry my reaction was kind of slow, you need to hear me out before you leave." He says.
As you wait for him to talk, you notice how nervous Fash gets. You are afraid auf rejection and would rather leave than to get your heart broken.
Y/n: "listen, don't force yourself if you don't like me it's alright, I'll figure it out myself" you tell him.
Fash: " no listen to me! y/n I like you too. I just thought you would never feel the same way, that's why I tried to date other girls but none of them are like you, I should have confessed sooner but I wasn't ready to lose you .I wouldn't have been able to live without you, if you didn't feel the say way.
Your heart starts pounding fast, you feel relieved. Fash takes your hands and looks you straight in your eyes. He brings you closer to him , gives you a kiss on the forehead, and hugs your tightly. He also tells you how happy he is. He releases you from his hug and looks at you again. You get lost in his gaze.
Y/n: " sooo ... , what are we now?, you ask.
Instead of answering he pulls you closer again and gives you a passionate kiss. This kiss was filled with so much emotion. You start feeling butterflies in your stomach. After the kiss, the sun slowly starts going down. You sit down again and watch the sunset, that's when Fash officially asks you to be his girlfriend. You spend a nice evening together . With nice dinner. After the unexpected date, he brings you home . Both your and Fashes parent are excited to hear the news of you officially dating. You not only have a best friend but also a soulmate with whom you want to spend the rest of you life together.
For holiday you and Fash decide to travel abroad. Your set destination is Thailand.
(Night before the flight)
You call Fash on FaceTime to make the last arrangements for the trip. Both of you are excited to travel together for the first time as a couple. You might think it's a bit early to travel together, but mind you we've been friends for over 10 years. So to me this was more than normal.
After a long flight in the plane, you finally arrive in the beautiful country Thailand. You make your way to your hotel. Both of you take a look at the room and discover that it has a see trough shower.
Y/n : " is this like a couple hotel room, because we can literally look at each other while taking a shower". You ask since you wasn't the one who booked the room.
Fash: " yeah it is, but I didn't really know about the shower, if you are uncomfortable I can turn around when you take one" he answers.
Of course you haven't seen each other naked yet, which is still weird even though you are a couple.
You order room service and eat seafood boil.
The first few days you explore Thailand together. Take cute couple pictures and do tourist stuff. However the forth day you don't feel like going out so both of you decide to stay at the hotel.
Fash: " I'll go take a shower real quick" he says.
As he walks to the shower you turn around since you don't want to disturb him, but you feel curious and take a peek.
(Y/n thoughts)
"His thighs, his muscles, his ass, his physic", you don't realize you are completely staring and him in a super obvious way. You don't even realize that's Fash himself catched you starring. Albeit he saw you staring he doesn't interrupt you, he instead lets you stare. You quickly pull you self together.
Fash comes out of the shower with only a towel around his lower body.
Y/n: " omg Fash, put on a shirt" you tell him awkwardly.
Fash: " what? As if you haven't seen it before, you were kind of obvious you know" he says and laughs, also teasing you for it.
Y/n: "anyways , you caught me ,sorry I guess? ,I might as well just take a shower"you say.
Fash: " well can I look"? He asks jokingly.
You enter the bathroom and undress yourself and enter the shower. You notice Fash admiring you and watching you. You enjoy it , but don't want him to see it , because you play hard to get.
After a while you look back out to see if he still watching you shower, but you don't see him. All off a sudden the bathroom door is being opened.
Fash: " I think I didn't shower properly, I might have do join you" he says in a flirty voice.
Y/n: " I can help you with that, come in" you say while also trying to hide your excitement.
Fash enters the shower he looks at you and turns you around to wash your back. While doing so he kisses you shoulders and slowly moves down to your waist with his hands. He turns you around again and stares into your eyes as he pins you to the wall.
"I've been waiting for this for a long time" he says.
Y/n: " me too daddy" you say . you slowly go down to give him a blow job. You lick and suck his hard pp , to the point where you feel it deep in your throat and even gag from it. You quickly release it gasping for air.  Fash: "ohhh, yes babe, you good at this. After giving him pleasure he eventually goes down to eat u up. He licks you cat and fingers you at the same time. You cramp up and moan like crazy. You grab his hair and push his face harder against your cat. After all the teasing  He gets up and you bend over for him to put it in. While doing the doggy he grabs your hair with one hand and spanx you with the other. You hear him moaning. The water makes it more intense. Then he lifts you up with his strong arms and fucks you while in the air. You scream his name. Y/n: give it to meeeee harder Fash" , you change into multiple positions,and  have multiple orgasms.
After hours full of passion and lust. From the shower all the way to the bed. You spend the rest of your time in Thailand going to the beach and parties.  You fucked him every night from the first day in the shower and it got better every time, which you didn't expect he always found your g spot and made you come so many times. He fucked you like he preserved this moment for his whole life. After your trip to Thailand you fly back to Sydney.
(After 1 month back in Australia. )

Your relationship with Fash is going great. One morning you wake up feeling super sick, and even vomit. At first you thought you ate something bad, but it repeated itself multiple times in the week. Then you remember you didn't use protection while having sex with him multiple times.
Y/n : no ! no! no! Please don't tell me ...

Next chapter in 2 days.