Playing Games

Over it

As i lay in bed i wonder what would my life have been if i did what i was suppose to do and not what i thought i was the right thing to do. Your probably thinking what is this bitch talking about?. Well to be completely honest with you i made the most dumbest decision ever and it landed me here.  600 miles away from home with some nigga who didn't even deserve me. let me take you back to when shit went left and how I'm over it.

It was a warm summer morning. I was up earlier then usually. i was finally moving into my new apartment and i couldn't be anymore happier. I was currently living with my friend Brit at the time and although i love her i got tired of the men she had coming in and out the house and the drama from other females about her messing with they man. Yes my friend is one of those females who likes to mess with other females men and don't give one fuck in the world. I got up head to the bathroom to fresh in up before i took the rest of my stuff out my room. There wasn't much to pack since i been moving stuff for a couple weeks now. I got in the shower and washed up.
"20Mins Later"
Once out the shower i dried myself off, put on some lotion, and deodorant on. I proceeded to put on my Light blue chrome race car sweat suit. I went in the bathroom brushed to my teeth and do my hair. I was wearing my blue wig in a ponytail i also decided to do my makeup because a girl gotta look no matter what.
"Knock knock"
" it's me Ashley"
Me: oh hey love come in
Ashley: wow sis you look fucking amazing
Me: oh hun don't gas me your the beautiful one
" Ashley is a friend of mine that i have known for years we practically consider ourselves sisters. She has always been there no matter what and i couldn't ask for a better friend"
Ashley: "blushes" i never thought this day would come where you would be living in your own house I'm so excited and can't wait to move in with you in next week.
Me : oh Ashley i cant wait either. I'm excited you offered to help me go half on the rent.
Ashley: "picks up some boxes of my stuff" your welcome darling i needed to get out my moms house anyways she irks my nerves
Me: "laughs" aww i love mommy she makes me laugh
Ashley: yeah yeah she loves you like her own child
Me: i know girl but help me move the rest of the boxes into my car and you can take the rest in your truck.
" Ashley and i moved the rest of my remaining boxes into our cars. I left Brit a note letting her know I've officially moved out. She's visiting her mom in California for a couple weeks and i told her i would watch the house as well until she came back.
As i got into my car to drive off i received a text from a unknown number " we need to talk it's urgent" i texted back " Who's this" the unknown number texted back " it's chris" my heart sunk into my chest Chris? i said. He was an old boyfriend of mine that got locked up for some illegal shit. i thought he would be in jail still ,when did they let him out? I knew why he wanted to talk. i didn't testify in court to help his case. He broke my heart and i did not want anything to do with him. And because i didn't testify he went to jail. Damn I thought to myself. he texted me back " meet me at or usual spot and by yourself". Damn it i said lord knows this isn't gonna play out good. I threw my phone down in the passenger seat " IM OVER IT" i said.