song: I'm not the only one by sam smith
Prologue:
I was once told that the marks people leave are too often scars, they were right. I am scarred emotionally and physically, from what happened. To this day I still think back and cry about all the memories. Some of them were good, others not so much. It's hard to try to start up and move on from him. I didn't know that when he left I would be in this shape. He is Chandler Riggs to be exact.
Another day without him.
Another day of tears
Another day alone.
Another day sad.
Another day filled with regret.
Another day wishing to die.
Another day of missing Chandler.
Another sleepless night.
365 days a year of missing him, and welcome to my life in other terms known as hell.
It all started when we met...
