another lonely night without you

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2:00 A.M.

I'm thinking about you again. I saw you today. You were joking around and looked happy. But your eyes told me you're miserable. Nobody can read you like I can. All your friends assume you're fine and that you never loved me. I know that you still do. You'll keep your promise. Always.

3:00 A.M.

I'm still awake, thinking about you. How I saw hurt in your eyes when I walked away. I didn't want to hurt you, really. I had to. But I'll keep my promise too. Always.

4:00 A.M.

My eyelids are becoming heavier. You're still on my mind and he won't be leaving anytime soon. I won't let you. You're the one that keeps me going, along with the thought that I can run back to you one day. I'll say that I kept my promise, just like you did. Always.

5:00 A.M.

I'm sleeping now. I'm dreaming about you. It's a beautiful nightmare. You're in it, but you won't take me back. I lost you. Now I'm drowning in the words that I still haven't said. I love you. Always.

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