That one night

Chapter 12

" Regina ? " said Emma with wide eyes and a confused tone of voice.
Regina suddenly stepped closer and crashed her lips on Emma's aggressively, she put her hands on Emma's cheeks and kissed her with a mixture of passion and aggression.
Emma pulled back and looked at Regina confusingly.
" You don't know how much I wanna do this, but what happened ? Are you drunk ? " said Emma.
" I .. I am destroyed " said Regina.
" Regina what happened ? " said Emma while putting one hand on Regina's cheek.
" just hug me, please " said Regina.
Emma pulled Regina into a hug, she kept hugging her tightly while rubbing her back with her hand. Emma kissed Regina's cheek then kept hugging her tightly while putting her hand on Regina's hair.
" whatever this is about, I am here. We will solve it together " said Emma.
Regina pulled back and kept looking at Emma's eyes.
" wanna talk ? I wanna listen to you " said Emma.
" remember when I said that Robin cheated on me ? " asked Regina.
" yes, I do " said Emma.
" it was Roni. Robin fucked Roni when we were together " said Regina.
Emma's eyes went wide, she looked like she was trying to understand as if Regina was speaking a different language.
" do you have whiskey ? " asked Regina.
Emma nodded her head softly and hold Regina's hand.
" may I bring you a whiskey shot ? " asked Emma with a smooth smile.
" please " said Regina.
Emma was about to go, when Regina suddenly hold her hand, so Emma stopped and turned to look at Regina.
Regina smoothly hold Emma's hand and kissed her forehead slowly. Emma smiled at her and put her hand on Regina's cheek, then she left to the kitchen.
Emma came back with a bottle of whiskey and two small glasses, then she looked at Regina and smiled.
" I love your robe " said Regina with a sweet smile.
Emma was wearing a long black robe, and her long yellow wavy hair was falling smoothly on her back.
Emma poured two shots and gave Regina one, and Regina drank it and poured another one, and another one, and another one. Regina was about to pour her fourth shot, when Emma's hand stopped her.
" this is enough " said Emma.
Regina's eyes were half-opened, and she was already drunk as hell.
" I want more " said Regina.
" talk to me instead of drinking " said Emma.
" I .. I am .. I am so bad .. I am so fucked up " said Regina.
" why do you think so ? " asked Emma.
" I fucked you, and Robin cheated on me " said Regina.
" there is something that I don't understand, isn't Roni supposed to be .. a lesbian ? " asked Emma.
" she is bisexual but she prefers girls, plus the fact that she was drunk as fuck .. and he was too " said Regina.
" if you want my opinion, I think Roni's situation is so much worse than yours. I mean .. you fucked me, but me and your sister, we were not even together at that time. But Roni fucked Robin when you both were together. You shouldn't feel that bad honestly " said Emma.
" it's not a race, Emma. We are in a disaster, the situation is so messed up. I have no idea what to do or what's coming next. I just know that I hurt her and she hurt me too " said Regina.
" did you tell her about us ? " asked Emma.
" I told her that I fucked you, for some reason, she didn't look surprised. I don't know whether this was because she fucked Robin, or because she felt that there was something between us " said Regina.
The doorbell rang, Emma fixed her robe, then she opened the door.
" is Regina here ? " asked Roni.
" Roni .. Me and Regina .. it happened when we were not togeth— " said Emma, but she was interrupted by Roni.
" Emma, I need to fix a lot of things with my sister first, I will never lose her for any reason. Me and you, we will talk later about it " said Roni.
Emma invited Roni to enter the house, Roni followed Emma to where Regina was sitting down on one of the high chairs in Emma's kitchen, she was holding the bottle of whiskey in her hand, and she had drunk a lot.
" Regina! What have you done! " said Emma while running and taking the bottle off Regina's hand.
" I am .. fine " said Regina.
" Regina, look at me " said Emma.
Regina looked at Emma with half-opened eyes.
" don't do this to yourself, please. I am here and we will fix everything together " said Emma.
" Regina " said Roni.
Regina looked at Roni for a while, then she looked back at the bottle of wine.
" don't you think we need to talk ? " asked Roni.
" I fucked Emma, and you fucked Robin. What's there to talk about ? " asked Regina.
" us. I don't care about anything except us. That night with Robin, we both were shocked to see each other's faces the next morning in bed. We were drunk as fuck, I don't even remember what happened that night. All what I care about now is you. You and Emma, I felt that there was something, but I kept telling myself that I was imagining things.
You can be together, Regina. I don't think that Emma had loved me anyway, I guess she just felt that she owes me something because I saved her life " said Roni.
" I hurt you, I hurt myself and I will hurt Tinker. I AM A MESS " shouted Regina before throwing the bottle on the ground and breaking it into pieces.
" Regina !! " shouted Emma, then she hugged Regina from her back tightly.
" you are not a mess, you are a wonderful person. All of us had messed things up " said Emma.
" I want to be alone " shouted Regina.
" over my dead body. I am not leaving you like this " said Emma.
" Emma leave me alone " shouted Regina while trying to push Emma away.
" no "
" Emma "
" NO! "
Regina suddenly walked backwards till she pushed Emma against the wall.
" ahhhh fuck! " said Emma moaning in pain.
" Leave me alone! .. I don't want to hurt you " shouted Regina.
Emma stepped closer, and she stood right in front of Regina.
" hurt me " said Emma.
Emma took another step closer, she was just inches away from Regina.
" if you want to hurt me, do it. I am not leaving and you won't stay alone tonight " said Emma.
Regina kept looking at her, then she suddenly ran towards her and threw herself on Emma's body, she hugged Emma tightly and kept crying with no control.
" Gina, calm down please " said Emma while wrapping her arms around Regina's body tightly.
" Roni is here, she wants to fix things with you. She doesn't care about anything the way she cares about her relationship with you. You shouldn't lose each other for any reason " said Emma.
Regina pulled back, she looked at her sister for a while before she finally spoke.
" When I fucked Emma, you two were not together, but I knew you liked her. And you fucked Robin when you we were together. This is a mess " said Regina.
" I know it is, but we can still fix this " said Roni.
Regina looked at her.
" I just care about my relationship with you. Regina. We are the only family left for each other, don't let me feel like an orphan while you are still alive " said Roni.
Regina kept looking at her sister with no response.
" I need you too " said Regina.
Roni smiled brightly, then both of them hugged each other tightly.
" what about .. me and Emma ? " asked Regina while looking at Emma.
" are you really okay with us together ?! " asked Emma.
" you love her so much, Emma. You really do. I am okay with it. I took Robin from her, just promise me not to hurt her " said Roni.
" I would never .. but what will you do ? " asked Emma.
" I will be okay, Emma. I swear I am okay " said Roni.
" do you forgive me ? " asked Roni looking at Regina.
Regina took a few steps closer and pulled her sister into a hug, Roni wrapped her arms around her sister and Emma smiled.
" do you forgive me ? " asked Regina.
" I love you so much, sis " said Roni.
" I don't want any of you to talk to Tinker, I have to figure out how to tell her everything " said Regina.
" that's true, you have to talk to her " said Emma.
" can I stay here tonight ? " asked Regina while looking at Emma.
" We will all stay here tonight, let's spend this night here together " said Emma with a sweet smile.
Regina and Roni nodded their heads and smiled.
" guys, I wanna say something " said Emma while they were all eating, so Regina and Roni stopped eating and paid attention.
" I am sorry .. I think all this had happened because of me. If I didn't interfere in your lives, maybe everything would have been good. You two love each other very much, and I was about to destroy everything just because I was selfish " said Emma.
" we all have fucked things up, Emma. All of us, each one was responsible for her decisions. Let's all try to get over what had happened " said Roni.
" I agree with Roni " said Regina.
" I don't think Tinker will be able to get over you " said Emma to Regina.
" I know, I feel so bad for her. I am trying to think how to tell her " said Regina.
They spent the night, then Roni excused herself at night and left after hugging her sister and Emma.
Regina looked at Emma who was preparing a dessert for them both, and went to help her.
" you can rest, go to my bedroom and I will prepare everything " said Emma smiling.
Regina smiled and went upstairs to Emma's bedroom.
" Hi " said Emma smoothly while holding the cake in her hands.
Regina took the right side of the bed and Emma sat down on the left side.
They ate their cake, then Regina put her head on Emma's chest and they hold hands.
" Emma "
" yes "
" I love you "
Emma suddenly left Regina's hand, so Regina lifted her up and looked at her.
" what " said Regina.
" you do ? " asked Emma with a surprised look.
" don't you know ? " asked Regina.
" no, I have always felt that I was forcing you to like me. You were always trying to resist me " said Emma.
" I was afraid to hurt my sister, but of course I do love you .. since the beginning. I didn't know where to go when I felt lost except here. What about you ? I have always had the feeling that you will lose interest after you dominate me once " said Regina.
" what ? You thought I only wanted to sleep with you ? " asked Emma.
" yeah, your words are always like that, like you want to fuck me. That's it " said Regina.
Emma grabbed Regina's hand and kissed it smoothly while looking at Regina's eyes.
" will you be my girlfriend, ms Mills ? " asked Emma.
" Emma, I still have a girlfriend who I need to talk to " said Regina.
" right " said Emma and she looked annoyed.
Regina looked at her.
" Emma, I have to tell you something, if you broke me, I will never be able to survive again, I have had enough. If you want to sleep with me, make it a friends with benefits relationship, but don't tell me that you love me then break my heart " said Regina.
" I will never hurt you " said Emma.
" I am a burned land "
" I love fire " said Emma with a sweet smile.
" when are you going to talk to her ? " asked Emma.
" tomorrow " said Regina.
" good luck " said Emma.
" Are you mad ? " asked Regina smoothly.
" I am not " said Emma.
" Emma " said Regina.
" I told you I am fine, just stressed out from everything " said Emma.
" talk to me " said Regina.
" I don't want you to go alone " said Emma.
" I have to, I have to face this alone " said Regina.
" will you be safe ? " asked Emma.
" I am not going to meet a series killer, Emma. She was my friend before being my girlfriend " said Regina.
" I am still worried " said Emma.
" don't be " said Regina before kissing Emma's nose.
" now I am turned on, thanks " said Emma.
" tomorrow, after I end everything with Tinker, we can do whatever you want " said Regina.
" right, tomorrow " said Emma.