The liltjay fan

Part 4

Lil Tjay
When I was driving I heard Ariana cry and screaming...
"NOO STOPP" she yelled
I pulled the car over and started to hold her and tried to calm her down. She was shaking. I felt bad I wondered what was going on inside her head.
" Are you" I asked
She didn't say nothing
"You can tell me anything "
"I'm ok " she said
In my mind I knew she wasn't alright. I just didn't say nothing . From that point I knew that she went through a lot and I just wanted to make it better. I stared the car back up and went to the hotel. When we arrived. She wasn't moving.
Ariana
I can feel it. It hurts so bad. Why would he do that to me. I would always ask why me. I couldn't move we arrived at the hotel and I couldn't even move my legs my mind made it seem like it was going to hurt so bad. I felt something picked me up. I looked up and saw it was Tjay.

Lil Tjay
I didn't know what was wrong with her so I just picked her up and took her to her room. I was worried about her. I was thinking about what happen all night and why don't she tell me anything. There's more about this girl then I thought.
The next day
I got up and I was still thinking about it I'm really worried about her I decided to ask her about it I went to her room and knocked on the door. She opened it...

" hey can I talk to you" I said
I looked down and seen that she was trying to cover up her arm and I seen a cut on her wrist.

Ariana
This morning I wasn't feeling like me self. Everything I do mad me feel bad. The only thing that gave me joy was cutting myself. I felt empty, alone and don't no one cared about me. I thought about ending my life until I got a knock at my door ...

"Can I talk to you " he said

"About?"I asked trying to cover my wrist "
"You"
"What you wanna know " I asked
"Is everything ok I'm really worried about you what happen yesterday I know that your not ok" he asked sounding worried
"Nothing "
" I know there something. You don't gotta keep stuff from me I'm here to help"

"NOTHING IS WRONG" I said yelling
"You know I'm here for u no matter what "
"Can you pls get out"I asked
He left the room and I started crying I didn't mean to push him away I just didn't wanted to get hurt anymore.
Lil Tjay
I'm trying to get to the bottom of this but she not telling me. I'm worried about her I even think I'm catching feelings. I'm never gonna leave no matter what even if she try to push me away. She just need someone to talk to and help her out.After that we didn't really talk all day we stayed in our room most of the time.

Ariana
I feel like I should tell Tjay but I'm scared. What if he do the same thing? What if he abuse me? All this question all in my head.

Lil Tjay
Tomorrow I gotta meet up with my Bsf polo g. Imma go to sleep

Ariana
I can't sleep all this racing in my mind it's giving me a headache. I stayed up all night.

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