Chapter twenty two: Worries

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Peter Pov

When we arrived back in camp, we were meet by Alina trying to teach the girls how to draw-it didn't go very well-and Henry sitting on a log stargazing, he didn't look like he was fine, so I decided to walk over to him

"What's wrong Henry?" I asked as I lifted me eyebrows and sat down on one knee in front of him, he turned to look at me

"Nothing, I was just thinking" He told me, I nodded and looked down then up again

"About what?" I asked him trying to look worried I think I did a pretty good job

"Idk just thinking" He told me and looked down

"You have to think of something" I told him

"Not really just...Different things" he told me and furrowed his eyebrows "How did practice go?" He asked me

"It went okay, (Y/N) really know how to work with a bow" I told him, he just sat there obviously still thinking so I thought I'd walk away and let him think, but right before I stood up, he asked me

"Does he have a name yet?" and gestured to the baby held by (Y/N)

"No, It all happened so...out of the blue" I told him as he nodded and I stood up.

I walked over to (Y/N) who were holding the baby, it was actually pretty calming to see my little family but I couldn't help but be a bit worried, what if I become a bad father like the last time? What if Hook, Regina or Emma finds the baby? Those thoughts kept coming back to me, at night, but also in the afternoon maybe they never really left me. Someone onces said to me before I arrived at Neverland "Feelings that come back, never really left us" Maybe it's like that with thoughts too, maybe if thoughts keep coming back to you, then maybe they were always in the back of the head.

I couldn't sleep that night partly because of the baby crying and kicking, partly because of my thoughts.

Every time the baby cried my thoughts were 'someone shut that baby up' or every time he will just threw something like a bit of sand or a toy I just wanted to pick it up and throw it right back at him 'Is that a sign? That I were never meant to be a father or did I just have to get used to it' I thought, but I loved him so much, and I just couldn't let him go 'but is love really enough for me to be a good father?' I were intensely worried but I tried to not let show to much, but as always (Y/N) looked right through me

"What's wrong?" She asked me as she gave the baby to Alina, and pulled me closer to her

"Just a bit worried" I answered her, and looked her in the eyes, she kissed me and said

"I understand but you'll great I promise" She always had that sparkle in her eyes that gave me the courage, to do and believe in everything.

I kissed her and smiled when she pulled back

"I love you" She told me with a smile as she looked me in the eyes

"I love you too" I answered looking right back in her eyes


(Y/N) Pov

After I left after we had said "I love you" and I had at least tried to comfort him, I walked over to Alina, while looking at Felix to make sure he treated the baby right

"What are you looking at?" She asked me, as I walked over to her

"Just keeping an eye on Felix" I answered still glaring at Felix

"He'll be fine" She assured me, and I looked at her with a stiff glance

"It's not Felix I'm worrying about...It's the baby" I answered her

"Ohhh...But you should probably pick out a name soon, I have been thinking about what you could call him, what about Robert" She asked me

"Yeah, I'd talk with Peter about it but, I'll suggest it"

"Great" She said almost jumping "What are you gonna do with our enemies"
"We'll kill Henry to give Peter eternal life" I told her as we walked a little away from camp, so Henry wouldn't hear us "And then when they're all watching, he'll give us their heart and they'll live a miserable live, I hope, but I haven't talked with Peter about it yet but, I think he'll say yes, and think he'll say yes" I told her and gave her a evil smirk

"I love it when you go all evil" She told me and returned me smirk.


A/N Sorry this were a small chapter but hope it's okay. Love you all, have a great day❤

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