Alicia's pain [ Completed]

Chapter 4 (Continuation)

* I don't own that song. It was actually my inspiration for this chapter though. I'm a weeb and a nerd. Also sorry for the wait I wasn't planning on making this chapter, but a lot of people requested it after and kept voting so I just decided to finally up and do it. Enjoy! *

Alicia's pov.

I. I think I finally died. I'm in heaven? I think? No, I'd prefer hell. After all, the church and Yui worship God and heaven, but why does it hurt so much? It shouldn't hurt this much. In fact it shouldn't hurt at all. No. NO. NO! This can't be true! After everything I've suffered and all the pain I've been through. I couldn't even die! Why?! The only thing I wanted was to die. Plus once I open my eyes Yui will probably be there to torcher me again. For her own amusement or maybe cause I didn't die and she has to live with my abominable self one more day. Wait! I called her a sick person. Oh, no. I'll surely suffer more now. I only said that cause I was sure I would die right then and there. This is why I hate myself. This is why everyone hates me. Ha! Can't forget my different colored eyes! Why did I even have to be born. Is my only purpose in this world to suffer and die a painful death full of despair and misery? I really hope not, but still it seams to be going that way. ~ sigh ~ I just wanna sleep for eternity in peace. Even though I wanna stay here in peace. I can't it's too dark for me. I want to be swallowed by the darkness already, but it's so scary. I was lying please I don't want to die, just anyone except Yui get me out of here. Please. T^T . I just wanna be happy. Please I'll do anything within range of my mental stability of course. It's getting darker! No! Please! ~ GASP ~ " I-I'm awake. W-Where am I? T-This d-doesn't look like the S-Sakamaki mansion." " Oh? It looks like your awake usagi-chan!" "U-Usagi-chan?" " Yes! That's you!" " W-Who a-are you? A-And h-how a-am I h-here? I-If I m-may ask?" " Well, I'm Kou Mukami! You best remember that ok usagi-chan!" " O-Ok, but umm w-why a-am I h-here?" " I found you outside dying on the side of the road! So, I decided to bring you here to live with me and my brothers! Isn't that nice of me?" " O-Oh u-umm y-yes t-that is v-very n-nice of you. T-Thank y-you f-for letting m-me s-stay." " You know. That was very nice of me I deserve a reward don't you think! Something in return for my generosity and kindness!"

3rd person pov.

Suddenly Alicia was pinned onto the bed she was sitting on by Kou. " W-What a-are y-you d-doing?" " Well, Usagi-chan I'm a little parched. So for saving your life you should reward me with your blood. You can't just except something and give nothing in return U~sa~gi-chan~" " S-So y-you f-feel ill a-and m-my b-blood w-w-will m-make it b-better? I-In that c-case p-please t-take as m-much as y-you n-need" " Really Usagi-chan!" " Y-Yes" Kou felt moved by her genuine concern and decided to do her a favor and make his bite the least painful for her as possible. Well, he intended to at least. He didn't think her blood would taste so good. He was unconsciously biting down harder every 5 seconds or so. Maybe it's good she has such high pain tolerance then. Alicia's didn't regret her offer, but the vampire she now knew as Kou was taking so much blood she was starting to see black spots. She would feel bad if she told him to stop because she was the one that offered in the first place, but she didn't want to become more of a burden than she already was. Alicia's was going to tell him what was happening, but it was to late. Once she opened her mouth all she could see was the taunting darkness that she could never escape waiting to swallow her whole.

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Well I know it's short and I'm sorry for that. Remember I don't own DL or the pictures/songs unless I specify otherwise. I hope you keep on commenting and voting since that is really what motivates me to keep on updating. Thanks so much for reading
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