Sequel of Sa Kanya (Saidatzu)

I regret it

Sana's POV

It's been a year since I enter this industry and I left her. I don't know why I followed everything they said to me. I regretted leaving her, hurting her. All she ever did was to love me, took care pf me, be her top priority. But what I did was stupid. What I chose is unacceptable. I didn't expect that having my dream come true will be the result why I lost the person I love the most.

Being famous doesn't make me the happiest person. Yes, this was my dream. But how can I be so happy? They controlled everything about me. They keep telling me when I need to be happy, when do I need to show my sadness, who will be the person I will love, and who will I meet. This is not what I want.

'Tzuyu-yah, I miss you.'

Today is artists' rest day. Other artists might be enjoying themselves now. But not me. I am just here in my dorm. Locking myself like I usually do when I have no schedules. Thinking of my past with her, Crying, and regretting all the decisions I made. She had been with me, helping me, supporting me until I achieve this dream. But when I did, I just left her. Sometimes I'm thinking, is she still waiting for me? Does she still love me? Or she's tired and she already found a new love?

My thoughts got cut when I heard multiple knocks in my dorm. I got curious since this is very unusual. I wiped my tears and fixed myself before I open the door.

"Who's that?" I asked before opening the door.

"Ms. Sana-ssi? Mr. Park told me to gather all the artists in the meeting room." The lady staff said.

"Why? Is there some announcements?"

She shrugged her shoulders. "He just told me that all of you need to be there."

"Ok. I'll just change my clothes."

The staff nod at me before she left. I closed the door and quickly changed into some comfortable outfit.

I went to the meeting room as I finished what I need to do. It's not far from my dorm, so it only took 5 minutes to be there. I enter the room. All of the artists are already there. We're just waiting for Mr. Park to arrive. 20 minutes later, he finally arrived.

"Good afternoon everyone. Is everybody here?"

"Good afternoon, Mr. Park. We're all here." We answered in unison. He nod and open the folder he's been holding since he arrived.

"Well, as you are all aware. The company held an audition for those who wants to be a solo singer. But sadly, only one of the participants survived."

He kept talking while we are listening. Some of us are thinking if the new member of JYP is a girl or a boy. But we have no guts to interrupt his speech. Almost 50 people auditioned, but only 1 survived? How lucky is that person.

"And she already signed a contract and she'll be staying here in the dorm." He continued.

'She? So it's a girl.' I thought.