Ch. 8 ~ Distant

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~A Week Later~

I woke up to Avani shaking my shoulder.

"Yo California is going on lockdown in 24 hours because of this virus," she whispered. "Charli and Dixie has to leave early this morning to go back home. Addison and her family went back to Orange County."

"What?" I asked trying to process everything.

"I have to get going I'm going home too with Anthony," she continued. "However, I looked for flights for Virginia and there were none within the next 24 hours. You and Belle are stuck here."

"What the fuck?!" I jumped up.

"I'm sorry but I love you and please stay safe and text me," she said walking out the room.

Belle was just as shocked as I was.

"What a great way to wake up," I say grabbing my phone to call my mom.

I filled her in on everything and she said to call her if belle or I needed anything. Belle's mom said the exact same thing. I rubbed my eyes and decided to hop in the shower. Once I got out I picked out my outfit for the day.

I blow dried my hair and straightened it and did my basic makeup look

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I blow dried my hair and straightened it and did my basic makeup look. I went downstairs to see Belle and Kouvr making Tiktoks. I decided to join them. After making and posting a few we went into the kitchen to see Ryland, Calvin, and Ondreaz. Ondreaz looked up at me and walked away. I have a confused look. He's been acting so different the past week, especially ever since I saw that girl text him. I mean yeah we're not dating but I can tell we have feelings for each. Well I have feelings for him. I don't know how he feels about me anymore. He's been very distant like when I walk in the same room as him he walks out. Like I do not understand why. I decided to go after him and figure what I did wrong.

"What's wrong Ondreaz?" I asked pulling him by the arm.

He turned around with tears brimming his eyes.

"Just leave me alone," he mumbled.

"No I'm tired of you ignoring me," I raised my voice a little.

"Just fuck off okay?" He raised his as well.

"Am I not good enough?!" I yelled at him.

He rolled his eyes and went to his room. Recently, I have been getting more hate than usual. People have been commenting how I'm fat and ugly and of course I haven't been letting it get to me. However, Ondreaz started acting different as soon as all of the hate started to flow in. So maybe I'm not good enough for him maybe he was just using me. I could feel tears fill my eyes. Kouvr and Belle came to my rescue and sat me down. I just cried into their arms. I even poured my heart out to Ondreaz that one night about my "thing". I just can't believe this. But then again I can. What is a Virginia girl like me going to do with someone as perfect as him.

"Hey baby what happened?!" Belle asked me.

"I don't know," I said as I cried more. "But as the fans said, I'm too fat for him."

"Honey you are far from fat!" Kouvr said holding me. "You are beautiful inside and out. The only reason why people are saying those things is because they are jealous of you girl! Don't ever tell yourself that!"

She put her head on mine and rubbed my back as I cried harder. And just as if things could get any worse, Tayler walked into the house. He ran right over to me.

"What happened?!" He said asking the girls.

"I think Ondreaz is what happened," Kouvr answered.

I nodded my head and Tayler scooped me up into his lap.

"It's going to be okay," he whispered. "Let's go to your room."

I nodded and he walked with me to my room.

"Can you stay with me please?" I asked him.

"Of course," he smiled gently.

We decided to watch some tv so I put something on. All of the crying made me tired so I fell asleep in Tayler's arms.

About an hour and a half later, I heard someone come in. I fluttered my eyes open and Ondreaz was standing there.

"Get out," I mumbled.

"Please just let me talk," he begged.

"You had the chance earlier," I simply said.

"I know but I just wasn't in a good mood," he explained.

I rolled my eyes and gestured that Tayler could leave. He nodded and gave me a kiss on the forehead. He walked out and Dre sat down next to me.

"What the fuck is up with you?" I asked him.

"A lot," he whispered.

"Like what?" I snapped.

"That girl that texted me the other night. She's been trying to get back with me. And I'm not gonna lie I've thought about it. That's why I've been a little distant. But seeing you hurt earlier made me hurt so bad."

"I don't care about any of that because we were never official. But Dre I have strong feelings for you. And for you to just be able to throw me away like that hurt me."

"I wasn't throwing you away."

"You were trying to. You were going to get back with that girl after everything that happened between me and you. You were ready to throw that away. Also I'm too fat for you. I'm too ugly to be with you."

"Shut up don't say that! You are not fat at all! You are gorgeous! Don't ever tell yourself that! I'm just...I'm sorry. It was a dick move. But you make me happy. That's why I'm apologizing. I want things to be right with us again. I might want to make things official sometime or another."

I just sat there and looked at him.

"I don't know," I said looking down and playing with my fingers.

He put his fingers on my chin and lifted it up.

"Cmon babe," he whispered looking deep into my eyes.

My breathing got heavier. His forehead was on mine and our lips were almost touching.

"Fine," I gave in.

He leaned in and gave me a slow soft kiss.

"I'm going to show you exactly how beautiful you are," he whispered.

He pulled away and pulled me into a tight hug. He pulled us down onto the bed so we were laying down next to each other. I looked into his gorgeous brown eyes and admired him. How is this even possible? A famous dancer liking someone like me.

A/N: I'm going to post another chapter tomorrow! I promise to start heating things up!

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