My name is Wendy Lopez and I was 15 years old when my mother had die. I have a sister her name is April she is 9. After my mom die she left us in charge with our dad that we have never met. All he does is Drink, smoke, and leave us at home alone. But one day he came home drunk then me and my sister was already sleeping then he came in our room and woke me up to follow him to do some work with him, so I followed him to his room and he close the door behind me I was Okay with it because I thought he didn't want to wake up my sister so he told me to sit on the bed he started hugging me and then kissing me I thought he wanted to have a father and daughter time but I thought wrong he told me to take my clothes off so I listened to him then he push me to the bed and started to rape me I wanted to yell but I didn't want to wake my sister up. Then, after 20 minutes pass he fell asleep so I got up and left crying to my room as so as I got there I hugged my sister thinking he would do the same to her.
By the next day I woke up and I jump out of bed I went outside and he wasn't there 'he might have went to work' I said to myself, so I went and wake up my sister it was already 2 in the afternoon and he hasn't got here and my sister was hungry but I don't know how to cook, so I told her 'let's just wait little longer to see if he gets here' but after that it was already 8pm so I took my sister to sleep with an empty belly. I was beside my sister then I heard someone open the door so I went outside and it was my father with 2 of his friends they were all drunk and high I just stand there watching them then my dad told me to come so I went and he push me to the ground and he told his friends that this night is going to be even way better my father raped me first then his friends did it too I was so scare, I didn't want to get raped no more so I went to my room by 10pm then I found a blade on the floor and I picked it up I wanted to kill myself but I didn't want to leave my sister with that man and his friends so I just started cutting myself it took all the pain away then after that I fell asleep next to my sister looking around in the dark room then I fell asleep.