From Ashes to New — Panic
From the outside looking in;
Yeah, you see the smile on my face,
But it's so different from what it is.
This cruel and unusual punishment,
I try to stop the thoughts but I end up doing it all over again.
It's a dark cloud over my head,
It changes how I see life till I forget how to live.
Till I forget who I am; Is it the devil within,
Or is it panic that I'm living just to see how it ends?
Why?
Is there nothing but this feeling inside?
Got me acting like I'm losing my mind,
Can't breathe, can't sleep, I'm fine!
I tell myself I'm fine...
But I'm gone;
I'm caught in a panic, I'm lost and I'm damaged,
Can't find my way.
All I want is someone to save me,
'Cause I am fading and I can't escape!
Every night, I've been losing sleep,
Getting chased by the feeling that's taking over me.
I'm in a panic, and I'm lost inside the static,
Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic.
Can I let it go or let it take me to the grave, yeah?
I'd give it all just to make it go away, yeah.
I burn a hole in my soul when I pray,
I got one in the chamber and it's calling out my name.
Why?
Is there nothing but this feeling inside?
Got me acting like I'm losing my mind,
Can't breathe, can't sleep, I'm fine!
But I'm gone;
I'm caught in a panic, I'm lost and I'm damaged,
Can't find my way.
All I want is someone to save me,
'Cause I am fading and I can't escape!
Feel like I'm losing my mind...
I feel like I'm losing my mind...
I pretend that I'm fine...
But I'm losing MY MIND!
I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND!
I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND!
I pretend that I'm fine inside,
BUT I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND!
I pretend that I'm fine but I'm buried alive,
And I'm losing my fucking MIND!
But I'm gone;
I'm caught in a panic, I'm lost and I'm damaged,
Can't find my way.
All I want is someone to save me,
'Cause I am fading and I can't escape!
I'm gone;
I'm caught in a panic, I'm lost and I'm damaged,
Can't find my way...
