april 19, 2020, sunday 6:00 am i woke up and excitedly did my routine. 7:00 am after that, i wore this:
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then i got down with my phone and made breakfast for myself in the kitchen. 8:00 am once i finished cooking, i put my breakfast on the table and ate the breakfast on the dining room. 10:00 am once i finished, i start cleaning the dishes and fixed the room. 10:30 am after that, i just sat at the sofa with my phone on the table in front of me and watched my videos while waiting for bts to arrive. 11:30 am when they arrived, i said "oh, you're early" then yoongi said "to remind you again, we are just one house apart, hyo" then i said "oh, right, sorry! anyways, what did you buy?" while sitting properly as the members sat beside me and put the snacks they bought for watching and jungkook said "we bought some ice cream snacks and some chips" then i nodded and said "let's watch!" then we started watching the last online concert while eating. 4:00 pm when we finsihed watching and when we finished cleaning up, we sat on the sofa comfortably and bang-pd nim directly called me and i accepted the call and turned it on speaker mode and me and bts greet him as he greets us and i said "what made you call, pd nim?" then he said "i know this is a happy day and i know that you're with bts and you've finished watching the concert" then i said "yes, did you watch it too?" then he said "yes, bts did well" then bts members cheered and he said "but..." then rm said "why? did we do something wrong?" then he said "no no, it's about hyo jin" then i said "what is it?" then he said "this might be shocking for you but your mom's life is on the line" then i said "what? what do you mean by that?" then he said "well, your mom will die at saturday because of her disease" then i said "oh" while controlling my tears and i continued by saying "can i have a meeting with you tommorow?" then he said "yes, let's talk tommorow and i know it will be shocking so, bts, please comfort her and i know it's hard to accept what i'm saying but i'll see you tommorow and i'll end the call" then jimin said "yes" since i was already crying from the news and when the call ended, bts let me cry first then comforted me. 5:30 pm after wiping my tears, i said "sorry to ruin your day" then they said "don't think like that" then jin said "i'll just cook dinner" then i nodded as jin, yoongi, and hosoek left to cook dinner then i said "i'm really sorry" then taehyung said "hey, don't think like that" while patting my head then we just talk about something different to get my mind off to just what happened. 6:30 pm still talking, somehow, the talk did get my mind off of it and from the dining room, jin said "hey, guys, eat up now" then we said "yes" then we headed to the dining room and sat down and started eating dinner while talking. 7:30 pm when we finished, the same members who cooked washed the dishes and we just sat down while i was continuously talking to the members. 8:00 pm when they finished, i said "you should go home now even though it's just a few walks away and i'm going to be fine, don't worry about me, that comfort all of you gave me helped" then they looked at me with a worried look and said "hey, i need to sleep too and you guys need sleep too and don't worry, please go home and sleep well without worrying, ok?" then they sighed while looking at each other and they just nodded and i let them outside my house with their bags and i head back to my room.
in my room, i start doing my routine since my things ara already at it's place. 9:30 pm after that, i slept after i wore my pj's.
