Hey....Okay so I have a lot of explaining to do BUT first I want to start with an apology.
I'm sorry that I've been gone for so long and I'm sorry I've left you without an explanation, this is why I'm writing this. The last explanation I gave you was that I was swamped with college work and just trying to adult in general but this is only half-truth.The real reason I've been gone for so long is pretty simple....I've lacked motivation. And on top of that, I've lacked inspiration.
Writing romance stories about my OTP's was a away for my lonely ass to have some form of real love in my life, because when I was writing I really put myself in the characters position, I felt every bit or nervousness when they confessed their love, I felt the butterflies when they had their first kiss.
I.felt.it.all.
(Aside from the smut, believe it or not that was and still is my least favourite thing to write)
But ya girl SOMEHOW, got herself a boyfriend???? Ikr crazy.
Of course I've had boyfriends in the past but nothing worth labelling as a real relationship.
And all of a sudden I didn't need to feel love through my characters anymore because I was living in my own romance story which was crazy to me.So that's why my wattpad as been more or less neglected these past few months (almost past year) and I apologise.
But good news is IM BACK BOTCHES AND I MEAN IT THIS TIME!!!!!
So I have a few reasons why I've come back and imma list em for you...
1. Reading: since the 23rd of March when I was locked inside of my house I have done nothing but indulge myself in books. I've been reading everything from romance to fantasy, to sci-fi and horror. I've been reading everything. I've always loved reading and if there is one good thing this lockdown has done for me, it is allowing me to fall in love with the simple action of turning a page once again.
2. Lack of affection: as I said in the intro to this, I feel love through my characters. And since me and my boyfriend live in different households, ya gurl is lacking love. So if I can't have it imma write about it. And if I'm being completely honest I think we can all agree everyone needs some love right now, and I'm gonna give it to ya don't worry.
3. I miss you guys!: I miss writing. I miss being able to create my own stories and have people read them and genuinely enjoy them. And this leads me to the next thing I want to say.
THANK YOU!
I opened the wattpad app for the first time in a long time the other day and I was shook.
When the hecking hell did I reach almost 1.20k followers??????? Like whatttttttttt.
So yeah I wanna say a massive thank you to all of you for supporting me and just sticking around even though I kind of disappeared. You have no idea how much it means to me.
This leads me to another apology reguarding my cover store. So before I fell of the face of the earth, I thought I had closed my cover store (I hadn't). But I regret to inform you that I will not be completing any of the requests. Here's why...
1. My Ipad is broken and the apps I use are on there also my phone screen is just not big enough to make the kind of covers that I do. And until miss rona fucks off, I can't get my iPad fixed.
2. There are just far too many for me to complete and I don't want to overwhelm myself.
But thank you all for actually thinking my covers are good enough to request one. It means a lot.Okay so there's one last thing I want to say.
For most of my wattpad journey I have remained more or less anonymous. I've only ever told you my first name (Amy) and possibly my age. I have kept it this way as I've never wanted my wattpad to be about me, I've only ever wanted it to be about my writing and these stories I have spent a lot of time writing. And that won't change!
But what will change is that if you chose, you can get to know me more personally than before.I am going to give you my personal Instagram. No I'm not doing this to gain more of a following, I wouldn't take advantage of any of you like that. I'm doing it because I want to offer my friendship.
It's a weird time right now and the majority of us, no matter what part of the globe you are from, have restrictions on where we can go and what we can do. And I also know a lot of you will be struggling (me including) and I just thought we could help each other through this.Obviously this is optional and if you need a friend don't be afraid to reach out. At the end of the day we're all human and the offer of help can mean a lot to a person.
My Instagram is a private account, this is because there are people I know personally that I don't want seeing into my personal life, but I accept most follow requests and follow most back so don't let the private thing put you off.Personal insta: amy_mcleodx
So yeah, I'm back!
Again I'm sorry for being gone so long but thank you for sticking around and for the continuous support it means a lot.I'll try and update either technological or haunting in the next few days.
Once again thank you and I've missed you all so much.
Much love
~Amy ( ˘ ³˘)♡
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