Chapter twenty-one

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"Kim Taehyung I'm so sorry for your loss."



























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"Wake up! Rise and shine gorgeous!" I slowly opened my eyes adjusting to the light that came from outside. "Look at this sleepyhead." Jungkook said giggling while opening the curtains in my room. "What's wrong? You couldn't fall asleep because you were missing me?" He said making me smile.

"There's the smile that I wanted to see! Come on wake up! Or we'll be late for school." He said walking past me. I grabbed his hand and pulled him on my lap. His back against my chest. My arms wrapped around his waist and my head leaning on his back. "T-Taehyung get ready." He said nervous. I hummed in response and he freed himself from my grip.


No. Jungkook and I are not dating. Yes, we kissed back then. But we decided to wait until we're fully ready. I mean, we were ready but we decided to give it some time.

School was just like always, another boring day where everyone looked at me like I was satan. And they kept smiling at Jungkook. There wasn't one class where I wasn't worried about Jungkook. His parents suggested him to stay at home but he declined. He said that he would be bored when he's at home.

We were walking home together because the bus would be filled with students at this time. "Taehyung!" Someone yelled. We looked behind us and saw Young-Chul jogging towards us. I wanted to continue walking but Jungkook held me back. "When are you coming home?" He asked me as he arrived in front of us. I shrugged. "Why are you asking?" I asked him coldly.

He sighed. "Because I miss you? Doesn't mean that you and Jia are fighting that we have to fight too. And you've been with them for while now. Don't you think you're crossing the limit?" He responded smiling calmly.

"Don't worry about the last one. We wouldn't mind if he would live with us. In fact, we enjoy his presence at home." Jungkook said taking his attention. Young-Chuls smile was more visible now.

"Good then. Taehyung pick up your phone calls please. Have a nice day." He said before walking away.

"Thank you." He looked at me and frowned. "Why are you thanking me?" He asked confused. "Because of what you said." I answered. His frown turned into a slight smile. "No need to thank me for telling him the truth." He said before linking arms.

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"Look Taehyung, we know you're sad. But there's nothing to be sad about. You weren't close to him anyways." My mom said crossing her arms standing in front of me. I was crying with my hands in front of my face. "He was sick anyways, there was no way he could survive. Just like his parents said in the beginning." She spat her words out like it was no deal. "Shut up! Enough!" I yelled standing up from the couch. "We were close! He meant everything to me. He was the only one who understood me and who actually listened to me." I yelled out off frustration. "Then ... if you knew from the beginning that he was going to die. Why did you get close to that guy?" She me with a blank face.

"Because I wanted affection from someone! He was the only one who gave me attention! He was the only one who actually went out with me and laughed with me because of who I am and not because the amount of money we have! And because he was the only one who was by side when I wanted to get out this shitty house. You treat me like trash! Look into the mirror and-." Before I could finish my sentence she grabbed my collar. "I dare you Kim Taehyung. I dare you to finish that sentence of yours." She said. Her eyes piercing through my soul. It was like she looking into me. "Look into the mirror and try to find something positive in you."

She smirked after I finished my sentence. "That little brat of yours was nothing but trash. He couldn't do shit. He ruined you. I'm glad he's gone." Before I could say anything she pushed me away.

Glass was everywhere.

I was feeling numb.

I need you Jungkook.

Please wake me up.




























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"Sorry!" He yelled as I shook his shoulders. His eyes shot open and he started to breath heavier than before. He looked at me with wide eyes and hugged me tightly. He started to cry harder. I embraced him leaned his head on my shoulder. "I-I'm sorry k-kook." He whispered tightening his grip around me. "Why?" I asked him worried. "Please d-don't leave m-me" He said shaking in my arms. "I won't. I won't leave you Tae. Don't worry. I'm here." I said trying to calm him down.

"You will. You will leave me. That stupid disease of you is taking You away from me kook, please don't leave me." He said refusing to listen to me. "Taehyung! I won't!" I said trying to calm him down again. He didn't stop shaking and crying. There was no way he could calm down.

I pushed his arms off of me and cupped his face. Without thinking about anything I pushed my lips against his. It only took him a few second before he kissed me back. We both slowly moved in sync. His tears slid down his face. My arms went around his neck to deepen the kiss as his went around my waist. He was calm.

I slowly stopped and opened my eyes. He opened his eyes too and looked at me. Both breathing heavily trying to catch our breath slowly. "You're not playing with me, are you?" He asked me not letting go of my waist. Tears formed in my eyes. By even thinking of playing him I would feel depressed. "Taehyung, my love." My voice cracked and the tears that I've been holding back slid down my cheeks. "I would never hurt you. I won't leave you behind."

One of his arms let go. His hand went up to my cheek. He wiped my tears of with his thumb softly. But it didn't stop. My tears kept running down my cheeks. "Promise?" He said while we both were sobbing. "I promise."

"I love you Kook."

























To be continued....

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