Even before I saw you,
Your angel name screamed right through.
It was inflicted as if everything turns into something new.
A bliss and a pure defeaning heartbeat grew.
Your perfect pictures.
Your perfect features.
Your perfect you.
I never care of anything nor anyone but only you.
Having anti's are worst.
But spitting out unpleasant words,
From my acquiantances.
Are nothing but a bare threatening disguise.
I remained strong and stable.
Despite the fact of you, unknown and untremble.
It just made me teared up and dwell.
Pierced and shattered as well.
1 year's not enough.
To turn and twist my back.
Gradually face someone, I knew.
That just've stole my heart that was once belongs to you.
I have to fight such vagueness feel.
For me to choose, finally.
To not illiterate myself from such obliterate confusion.
And for you to stay in my absolute picture frame.
But these past few days.
My heart made sin.
Of letting such heart, fall.
In a pace it made an accidental beat and made itself forget.
I ask myself, why am I like this?
I felt bad about doing sudden things.
That it was much more than it was before.
That he is so much more.
But what hurts a lot is that,
Half of my part now was him.
My phone's wallpaper now was him.
And my heart scream a name, but it was him.
Please don't make me break memories and be replaced.
Please let me feel and realize what I had for you was real.
Please revive this dying beat.
Please don't make me forget.
