Couples named Jane and Jeric are in a relationship for 2 years. And there's nothing more they can ask for that relationship. They understand each other. They allow each other to do what ever they want. No restrictions. No limitations.
The only rule in their relationship is "No lying".
Jane is my twin sister but my exact opposite. I am the shy type, the home buddy, the nerd, I hate traveling, I hate shopping, I hate noisy people and all the things that I hate my twin sister Jane loves doing it. She also is the boyish type, free-spirited, she laughs without hesitation, she doesn't care how she looks and how people thinks about her. She always do all the things that she wanted. Unlike me, well I lived by the rules that my mom set while I was growing up. There is always a "rule" in my every action.
At the age of 10 our parents had a divorce. My mom took me and Jane was taken by our dad. We really doesn't know why they had a divorce. But every summer she comes to visit me and my mom for a month, we tell a lot of stories as if a month is not enough to talk about the things we do while we're not together and she talks a lot about Jeric, and through her stories as if I've known him, many times she pretends to be me during summer camp because I just love to stay home. But one summer our teacher discovered that it wasn't me, because Jane had a fight with one of my classmates. Mom was so angry that she punished us by not being able to see each other for the next summer but we communicate through call and texts. For 8 years we can just be together for a month during summer.
But last summer was different she didn't came to visit us. But a phone call from my dad shattered our hearts into pieces.
"She's gone" he said with a broken voice. Dad said she committed suicide. And he just found her in her apartment when dad came to visit. I can't believe she's gone and that she can do that evil thing. Many questions are running in my head "why?"
My sister left a suicide note that says "Be happy, even when I'm gone"
After her funeral I went with my dad to my sister's apartment to get her things. As I was going through her stuffs and upon reading her diary. I wept and hatred filled my heart. Now I know the reason why she did that. And one word just came into my mind "REVENGE". No ones knows that she has a twin sister.
I imitated all my sisters gesture, expressions, behavior and attitude and the way she dressed. Nothing much to change on my face because we look exactly the same. I just had to change my hair color just like her.
My mom and my dad didn't approved on my plans but I begged them to please just let me. So the next day I lived like my sister went to her school. Meet with her friends as if I am her. And finally met with her boyfriend Jeric. The cause of my sister's death. I change the way she treated him. I treated him coldly, I didn't respect him. I set rules in our relationship. I told him not to see his friends. He was shocked but he obeyed. I always go out with other guys. Flirting with them even if he's around and denying that he is my boyfriend. For months he was patient with me but as days goes by. I had to admit that I wasn't happy seeing him getting hurt but I have to do it for my sister's sake.
Jeric was so good to me even if I always hurt his feelings. Until I started caring for him and I don't want to get my revenge on him I wanted to talk to him to admit the real me and to say that I fell in love with him. I invited him to my apartment and he greeted me with a sweet smile as I opened the door and I wanted to cry. I was about to talk when he interrupted me and said we should eat first, he did his thing in the kitchen and set the table for two as I watch him do all this things. After eating I can't control my feelings and I just cried. He kissed me passionately and with that we made love.
After making love I came to my senses. I was so guilty. I told him everything and promise ti stay out of his life. He just looked at me with love wiped my tears and said.
"I know. I know it right from the start". I was surprised.
"How? But you just let me hurt you?" I answered while crying.
"I know what happened to Jane, and I also blame my self about that. So when you pretended to be her. I said maybe this is the right thing to cope with what I did to her by showing my love for her to you."
"But my sister saw you with another girl, she can't accept it that is why she committed suicide"
"Yeah, she saw me with another girl, the girl was kissing me but I didn't respond, she didn't saw when I pushed the girl, I tried explaining but she was gone we can't find or contact her.
And the girl was her best friend Rica." He continued.
"Rica was obsessed with me for a long time but we didn't know, when she can no longer contain it Rica admitted it to me and kissed me but I don't like her, if only Jane had listen to me we would still be happy together." He said crying in front of me,
I cried as I have learned the truth and cried seeing how Jeric loved my twin sister. And knowing that I cannot replace her in his heart. I stopped crying and admitted that I fell in love with him. He just looked at me smiled and said.
"Loving is not a sin it's a blessing, you shouldn't be sorry for loving someone. I may have loved your sister and that she will always be in my heart. But loving you now is another blessing for both of us."
I just cried my heart out and hugged him.
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Sometimes things doesn't happen the way we planned it to be. Revenge is not the answer to our broken hearts.
Love can only heal a broken heart.
by: rhajestic
