New beginings and old friends

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CHAD POV

It had been a few years since Sonny and I had broken up, and for the first year or two it was hard for me to believe that we were over. I would send her roses everyday to either her dressing room or her apartment. I probably still would if it wasn't for the fact she told the flower guys that she wouldn't be accepting them anymore from me. She was my everything, she changed me, made me a better person. I no longer care about being in the spotlight and if I'm being honest, after I finished filming Mackenzie Falls, I haven't auditioned for another role since. 

About 2 years later I moved out of California because I couldn't take the constant questions about me and Sonny and whether or not I would get back in front of the camera. I ended up residing in Australia. I've tried my best to move on but it just didn't feel right, I didn't feel the spark between me and any of my girlfriends. There was no goofy grin after I pulled away, instead I just had a sad look on my face and it was easy to tell that I was still in love with Sonny .Usually after the first kiss, I'd break up with them, letting them know that I was sorry. I couldn't help the way i felt, i couldn't understand why i was so in love with Sonny. But how could i not be in love with her, there was so much about her to love. Everything I do brings me back to thinking about her. Thinking about the way she'd laugh at her own jokes and her big goofy grin she'd give everyone when she was happy, the sparkle in her eye when shed think and the way she poke her tounge out of her mouth and to the side when she would concentrate on something, the way her lips felt when they were attached to mine, the fireworks that would fill me up anytime i looked at her.

Everything leads me back to her and I can't take it anymore. What's the point of being here if it's not with her? I need Sonny Monroe in my life. Chad Dylan Cooper is in love with Sonny Monroe and he needs her back in his life. So, I packed my things and took the next flight available back to California. I just hoped she was still there.

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