A long way from the beginning

Paparazzi and lies

Later that night
We had finished up dinner just a bit ago and everyone was just sitting around and talking. I was hoping that i would get a chance to talk with sonny but as soon as i was about to open my mouth, she said that she had to go home. I sighed as I let her leave before realizing what it was that I was doing. I couldn't let her get away again. I had to talk to her. I ran outside after her and grabbed her arm, spinning her around so that we were facing each other. But as soon as i did, i couldn't stop staring at her lips, if it wasn't for her breaking me from my trance, i'd probably try to kiss her

"Yes chad? Is there a reason you chased me out here?"

"Actually yeah...i wanted to apologize for what i did. I haven't been able to get you off my mind. I-i don't think ive ever stopped loving you! Please Sonny, take me back" wow...i can't believe how forward i just was. Who blatantly asks a girl who they haven't seen in six years to get back together with them. I should've just eased into, started off easy and slow. But instead I jumped right into it. She stared at me like I was crazy, her eyes almost bulging out of her head with her mouth hanging wide open.

"Chad..i-i can't..i have a boyfriend now. I'm sorry but...after two years, I finally got over you. You can't just come back in my life and as- '' before she could finish, we were blinded by flashing lights. I couldn't believe it. I haven't even been back for a day and the paparazzi already found out. New must travel really fast here. When I looked back over at Sonny she was gone. I saw a glimpse of her before she slammed her door shut. I sighed and pushed through the crowd, going back inside.

Shit, I can't believe this. She really has moved on. Yet, I can't seem to let myself move on from her. She has a boyfriend......now. Ok hold on. Sonny has a boyfriend? But she hasn't been heard from for a while? Oh no!! Don't tell me she has kids now!! Me and sonny where supposed to have kids together, not whoever this new "boyfriend" of hers is. Speaking of which, it seems that he's pulling up right now. I wonder if I can tell who it is. Shit. She told me I'd never have to worry about them being together. But here she is, with who I thought was my best friend, Ferguson.

My life seems to be crashing down every day more and more. My so called best friend is now dating my ex, way to follow the bro code, and what's even worse, is that they obviously have kids together!! Why else would Sonny run off like she did. How come she hasn't been in the spotlight for years. Unless....she's been lying to me from day one and her and Ferguson have been together all along and they were just trying to get me out of the picture!! That bi- actually, that's not even possible. God, I'm so overreacting. It can't be that bad. Mabye they're just roommates and her boyfriend lives back in Wisconsin....than again, if that were true they wouldn't be kissing in the door way. Well I gue-WAIT!! There kissing in the door way!! Oh no. This can't be happening, not again. I-I can't believe this.

No ones POV
As Chad finally built up the courage to look away, he felt tears, starting to stream down his face. He sighed before collapsing in a ball down onto his bed. His mind was scattered, with thoughts about how badly he screwed up, mixed in with thoughts of sonny never wanting to see him again. But in the house next door, it was a completely different story, especially for Sonny. Her life isn't all perfect like it had seemed just a minute ago. If she knew what was happening wasn't love, she would've been gone ages ago