Unbelievable Miracle [Norenmin FF]

[ Chapter 2 ]

Renjun's POV

"How dare you ruin my life you little shit!" A man exclaimed  while throwing me to the ground and started kicking me.

I ignored the pain and looked up at the man who was now beating me up, letting out all his anger on me and I just tried to know who he was. But frankly his face was blurred out.

"Please let me out of here!" I cried once the man picked me up and locked me in a dark and suffocating closet.

"You deserve to be locked in there!" He replied, leaving me in there as I started to shake in fear.

I tried to break out but I was too weak from all the beating. When I suddenly started to hear voices and felt a presence In front of me. I felt it grab me by the neck, choking me as I just closed my eyes hoping this nightmare will end.

"You're worthless"

"You will forever be alone so what's the point?"

"Nobody loves you"

"Just go kill yourself"

"You're no use in this world, why are you still even alive?" The voices continued ringing in my head, saying all those painful words that stabbed me through my heart and soul.

"You deserve to die!"

..........

"Is that all sweetie?" My therapist asked once I finished telling her the nightmare i have been having every night that's been keeping me from sleeping.

"Yeah.." I answered breathlessly as I felt the painful sensation on my neck again.

Im now at my weekly session of therapy as I drank some water that Mrs. Zhong gave me, heaving a sigh afterwards cause of being too tired from the lack of sleep. Mrs. Zhong stood up as she caressed my hair and gave me a comforting smile, she always treated me like this. Like her own child, mostly that she's been giving me therapy ever since i was little and that her son is now my roommate.

"That's it for today's session Renjun, make sure to head to class safely. And don't forget to always do my advices and to take your antidepressants every night." She reminded and I stood up, bowing and thanking her before bidding goodbye.

As I closed the door shut I heard her sigh heavily and it could be clearly heard that she was frustrated.

"I wont give up till I help you get over your phobia Renjun I promise you that.." She said to herself with full determination not knowing that I could still hear her.

"Injun hyung!" Chenle aka my roommate and Mrs. Zhong's son who is a year younger than me called, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"How's your session with my mom?" He asked and I just shrugged mouthing 'the usual' since there was really nothing new.

He peaked inside his mom's office for a second letting her know that we'll be heading to school now.

While walking I couldn't help but overthink once again. Why was I repeatedly having that dream? Is it just cause of my phobia? Or I have been abused from the past that I don't remember.

Tsk, why does life got to be such a piece of shit

"Hyung!" I was snapped out of my thoughts once again when I have been pushed by someone down to the sidewalk and once I looked up, it was Chenle as I just realised that I almost got hit by a car and he just saved me.

"Are you two alright!?" A man who seemed like in his mid 40s came out of his car and made sure we didn't get hurt as he helped us get up from the sidewalk.

"Not a single scratch right? Im so sorry--"

"We're fine mister, really." I already cut him off before he could apologize some more and so I assured him that we're alright.

He sighed in relief and gave us a smile as he continued to say "Be careful next time alright? Have a nice day you two and stay safe." And after that, he had got in his car and drove off.

"Lets now go Chenle." I said while continued walking like nothing had happened but I didn't feel his presence beside me so I looked back and he was still standing there still while just looking down.

"Chenle--"

"Please hyung! Just please.. Please be more careful next time.. I know you're going through a lot but please.. I don't want anything bad happening to you hyung.." He cut me off guard while looking up at me as I saw him break down into tears which made me surprised.

"C-chenle.."

"You know im always here for you right? Hyung you're not alone so please.. Im not trying to make you feel guilty for worrying me like this but I just want you to care for yourself. Cause I don't know what I will do, mostly your mom if something bad happens to you.." He cried some more so I ran to him and pulled him in my embrace, caressing his hair and whispering sweet comforting words and apologies.

"I will be more careful now okay? Im sorry for being careless.." I apologized while making him look up at me as I wiped his tears with my thumbs.

"I love and care for you hyung.. Please always remember that.." He reminded while pulling me closer in the embrace.

"And hyung loves you too.." I replied, heaving a sigh of relief once he had calmed down and stopped crying.

I really got to stop being so selfish and think of what other people's feelings, but I just can't help it.. All this thoughts and voices keeps on saying that no one love and cares for me, and I can't help but to believe them..

We have now arrived as me and Chenle parted our ways since he's a music major and im an art major which is in separate buildings. I have arrived in my first class and I tried to pay attention but as always, the whole day I was deep in my thoughts.

"Looks like someone's in his own world again." A student that's an engineering major said since I've bumped into him when I was finally on my way to leave this hell hole and meet up with Chenle outside.

"I-im sorry.." I apologized while picking up the books he dropped and quickly handing it to him and walking away.

"This loser really thought he could get away?" I heard him say to his friends and when I was about to run away, the back of my head has already been hit by books making me fall on my knees from the pain.

"P-please someone help me.." I muttered to myself and just closed my eyes shut while trying not to hyperventilate from panic and rather than feeling them come near me and throw me a punch, once I opened my eyes I saw the guy who tried to mess with me on the floor and his friends running away not even bothering to help him.

"Trying to pick on someone and already falling down with just a light punch? Tsk pathetic." A familiar voice said.

Damn even in college I still experience these kind of bullshits and still have to depend on someone to defend me? That guy is right I really am a loser..

"Hey are you alright?" The guy who owned the familiar voice asked, his soft hand grabbing mine and pulling me up while I was still looking down not bothering to look up at him.

"T-thank you.." I muttered softly.

"Hey it was nothing, tho are you really okay?" He asked, lifting my chin with his index finger making me look up at him as my eyes widen when I saw the familiar face in front of me.

"Renjun..?"

"Jeno.."

To be continued~