I don't believe in love.

chapter one

Hey guise! Its the start of a book! IM SO EXCITED! I wish i have done this earlier. But do enjoy reading this book! :)WARNING: This book contains a lot of profanity! And probably hot scenes ;)

"URGH STUPID SUNLIGHT!"

As usual, i roll out of bed with a bird nest as my morning hair. Why can't i just be those perfect girls with perfect family and cute kittens running around? oh right, I'm just some ugly bitch who decided to popped out and survive this nasty world. Who is this crazy girl you might be thinking.

Well, Hello there fellow humans. My name is Shanae Evaline O'nell. Yes i was born in this stupid rich family which i hate. I know everyone is dreaming of the riches. But honestly it's not that fun. How is it fun when your parents don't care about you? All they care of is money, money and more money. They are very well-known around the world. I'm sure people know about my parents, Mr Christopher O'nell and Mrs Angelina O'nell, and my older brother,Daniel Evans O'nell, but not me. Because i hate meeting people and im going to be such embarrassment to my parents. Well i always am.

I hate myself. The scars remind me of my past. A past i can't run away from. Stupid suicidal and depressing thoughts.

And because of the past, I HATE THE WORD "LOVE" EVER SINCE.

I don't really believe in love or people who say they will be there forever. There is no such thing as forever. Forever is bullshit. Why? Because everyone will leave you no matter what. And i have to learn the harsh way.

okay i need to get ready and stop toilet-thinking( its when you think in the toilet. and yes i made that up by myself.)

So i get out in my bathroom and head to my walk-in wardrobe. While drying my light brown hair, i walk to the "school section" in my wardrobe. I have tons of outfit for different occasion. And today has to be the day where I head to the hell place called school. I decided on sweaters and black ripped jeans. Since its kinda cold outside. And i also want hide my scars. I put on a choker and black converse and grab my backpack. I breathe and put on a smile before i head out my bedroom. I walk down quietly so my parents won't lecture me for wearing such outfit. I put my head out to see if anybody was there and i quickly ran to the kitchen to grab an apple and head to the garage.

I start the engine of my car and it came roaring to life. And now, Its time to pick up my bitches.

This chapter is about her family and a part of her life. And deep toilet-thinking.

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