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Yeah, well....he broke up with me a few hours ago...he's(was) poly, so he'd been seeing me and someone else..I told him it was ok, I'm Poly too.. though, I've only been dating him..
Well, he had told me a few weeks ago that he has been put on antidepressants...so, naturally, I've been worried...
He was never online anymore and never tried texting me...so I text him this (mind you, I'm a little...he was my caretaker, so I called him daddy..)
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To which, he responds
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...I've had a crush on him since second grade...I'm in eighth grade right now...
He chose someone he just met this school year over someone he's known his entire life... He told me that, if it came down to it, he'd choose me! And he's be with me! He lied right to my face!!
I asked him every time he was online if he loved me, and if he'd stay with me forever and he always said yes, and he always promised... We had plans to adopt a baby girl when we were the right age...we even talked about moving to a whole nother country!!
This all happened at 10:00 pm..it's 7:01 am now, and I've only gotten,like, 40 minutes of sleep.. I've been crying my eyes out for, like, nine hours...
Not only did I loose a boyfriend and a best friend, I lost my last chance at having someone to love me..and make me feel special..
I'm a little with no caretaker..that's gonna so fuckin fun to handle...
I'm always the bridesmaid and never the bride.....
