Episode 12: Lost and Found (1)

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Lee Hangyul's POV

Oh it's Seungwoo hyung, "Hyung!" i was about to approach him but right then I saw Minju. What is this? Are they dating ?
I don't why but i suddenly hid myself , what the fvck Hangyul? I laughed at my response it's not like I actually like her. Why do I have to hide.
Let's talk to them.
No think it over.
Do i really have to talk to them?
After mentally arguing with myself , i decided to approach them
But they're already gone .
Oh...
"You're still a coward" a voice inside my head repeated
"You got him killed because you are a fvcking coward!"
It's not my intention, I just want to save myself hyung
"You killed byungchan !" The voice insisted
"STOP!" I shouted repeatedly covering my ears as i fidgeted
Someone slapped me real hard , that's when I realised I've been Hallucinating again.
I opened my eyes and saw Seungyoun hyung, "Are you okay?" He asked
I shifted my eyes now not looking at him , "oh (yes)" I mumbled.
"Imma go to Joy" I stated , i raised my right hand to say i'm leaving .
Let's de stress.
I went to the club to pick up Joy, a friend of mine that I usually sleep with when i have no one, it's like friends with benefit kind of relationship.

"You're leaving already, sucks" she said as she lay on the bed seductively looking  at me as i change into my clothes

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"You're leaving already, sucks" she said as she lay on the bed seductively looking at me as i change into my clothes

"You're leaving already, sucks" she said as she lay on the bed seductively looking  at me as i change into my clothes

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"So what happened with your next target? Lemme guess a complete fail that's why you fvcked me?" Joy said laughing

" oh (yes)" i replied shortly

"Why?" She asked now standing in front of me
"She's like us , she's with 2 guys". I said bitterly
Joy laughed really hard this time
"Yah hahaha do you want me to help?" She asked
"No, I'm leaving"

S*x comforts me , I know i sounded like a dick right now
But whenever I recall what happened that day I'll have panic attacks and Hallucinations, i lose my mind .

I placed my hands on my pocket as i walked,  i then stopped
My hands touched a cold thing...
I took out the cold metal thing stared at it
"I am always with you" i smiled bitterly
FLASHBACK
that day when Byungchan died ,
"I didn't mean to" i was crying really hard I can't hardly breathe
Seungyoun punched me in the face really hard multiple times it almost killed me , thankfully seungwoo hyung stopped him

"You're still a coward" seungyoun shouted angrily now crying .
"You got him killed because you are a fvcking coward!"
"You killed byungchan !"

"Stop it now will you!" Seungwoo slapped seungyoun "accompany him , i'll be with hangyul" that somehow calmed seungyoun he went insde the ambulance with byungchan hyung .

The police talked to seungwoo hyung as i was walking looking down I saw a Silver Ring in a necklace I looked at it and saw something engraved

"CBC i am always with you"

Choi Byungchan?
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I wore the cold necklace once more 
"I'm sorry hyung" I hold on to the ring that served as the pendant the necklace around my neck.

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