A girl called Eliza who has never enjoyed her life because she had to listen her parents and to succeed her parent wish.she sacrifice her all likes,wishes and dreams because of her parents until a mysterious, arrogant,cold hearted,rude and hot boy e...
This really sucks. Actually i can't understand what has happened to me . I told her that i loved her more than anything but my behavior don't show it. Shit. Thats the problem with me. I don't know how to show her how much i love her and what i told is damn true.
I talk about this with noah and ash but they try to mess up with me telling all the stupid things in their head. By the way Ash is talking about eli's friend when i talk about her.oh god , what the hell has happened to me.
I can't help when i see eli is talking with random guys and i also don't talk with her. If my dad found i'm in love with a girl it will be death end. My dad is not a good person to mess, actually he needs money thats it. When i was teen my dad has promised his best buddy that i will marry her daughter , so thats stupid promise is eating me live without letting me to get close to the girl that i love.
Last week i badly mess up with her . The worst part is i said bitch and whore both to her and i regret it. I'm not a good temper controller . She doesn't know how i feel when she with other guys. My little heads tells lots of things like ,
She like that guy.
He is pefect than you.
How handsome is he.
They will be a great couple .
Do they have kissed.
Does he has touched her.
I hate when those thoughts comes to my head and at last i lose my control . After that i hit to the guy and scold to her.
Now few things are confirmed
1.she think i'm some psycho guy 2. I mess up with her 3. She hates me
But i'm Alex Andrew so i won't stop until she says 08 letters and 03 words to me.
Tomorrow i should take her to somewhere she likes to cover this mess.
