The Lycan

Part one

Growing up I always liked to think I was special , not in a physical way but an intellectual way . I was an above average student in school , my parents had good occupations we were ok in the money aspect . We lived in Abuja , the capital of my country Nigeria, in general I was having a great life .

My family was well off , we were comfortable, I was very comfortable but I've always had a problem with my anger , when I was angry it felt like I was feeding another part of my self , a more dangerous part , I sometimes would lose control of my actions and hurt the person I was angry at or anyone for that matter. It got so bad that people started to call me a different name when I was angry, the name was KANON.

It stuck , I hated it at first but I got used to it , or should I say him , he was a part of me as I was him we accepted each other . It seemed like he was just imaginary at first but on a family vacation when I was sixteen to Manchester, England  to visit my aunts family on my mother's side of the family.  I felt that same anger and I knew kanon wanted out but I suppressed him as best I could but it took effort and it was starting to show then my mother noticed " miracle what's wrong " she asked " nothing I just need some air , carry on without me " and I excused myself to get some air but it didn't help it actually became much worse which has never happened before so I took a walk , I didn't know where I was going but it was like I knew the way, like I could feel it in my bones , it was strange but I found my self at a woody area filled with trees that got thicker as I walked in more .

It felt more peaceful as I walked until I reached  a lake then i wondered where I was , it didn't bother me as much as I thought so I just stared at the lake it was clear like super clear , I felt like swimming which I don't normally feel , this day was just getting weirder but I went along because I was in sort of a trance .

As I was stripping off my clothes I heard a noise , a loud noise that sounded a lot like a howl and it triggered something in me , I felt anger , so much anger that my vision turned red with rage but I knew it wasn't my anger but it felt so overwhelming that I doubled over and felt pain , my body felt hot like I was catching a fever and was hurting all over , all I could think of was pain, I started hearing cracking I noises it was then I realized they were coming from my own body. I was changing into something else, at that point I just gave up and blacked out into sweet nothingness.