I Walk Alone In The Darkness

The Dark is where I feel safe,
Where I feel confortable.

The Night is the same,
As well as when I feel more alive.

Both are my closest,
Maybe my only true companions or friends.

Through and through,
I know that they can't abandon me.

I've lost so much, so many
Friends, family, and I'm even close to losing myself.

More and more,
I begin to feel less and less about anything or anyone.

I think it's more like a coping mechanism,
A way to keep going.

I think I just lost another of my long-standing,
And closest friends.

I should be surprised or something, at least,
But I'm not.

It was only a matter of time.
I hate being able to see certain things.

Why can't those things be good,
For once because in just fucking tired.

I am my best friend,
Though life and death, and in between.

Darkness is my ally,
And I think it's time to give myself over completely.

It is time to let go,
And fall into the Dark unknown.

It is time to let the strength,
Courage, peace, and instincts of the Wolf guide me.

It is time for me to rise again from the ashes,
As the Dark Phoenix that I am.

Stronger, wiser, more resilient, and more Powerful than before.

Just like the Wolf,
And the Phoenix that I am.

I cannot allow myself to stay down,
Or deny my inner strength, power, resilence, and magick.

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