My Fan Is Mine (complete)

Prologue

He rap so fast,

He smile like sugar
So sweet

He have many fans and im one of them.

Im happy that he reach his goals

I know he never notice me.
But i love him,not just a fan but also a lover. I dont know when.I just felt i love him.

Im rich yes but many of his fans are richer than me.

Im not confident to my beauty.Many of his fans are so damn beautiful.

Im smart but many of his fans again are smarter than me.

I know him but he dont know me.

It's so hard to be a fan.So damn hard!

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Im tired,

I reach my goal but why i feel so empty

My fans shout my name.

Well they can relieve my stress

I feel so shit.

I want to settle my life.

Its time to think about my self now.

Not my career or anything but my self.

I want to have a fucking wife and child.

I know many of my fans want me but i don't know.

I dont like a wife that a fan of mine.

I want to be peace.

My bandmates know me alot.

I cant leave them.

Im happy with them

But why something strange.

I dont want a fan of mine right but why,when i see her i want her to be mine.

This is not good.

My heart beat so fast.

Is this the start of being a abnormal min yoon gi?

This is crazy as hell shit...

I don't know what to do.