I was lying in bed next to Ein, but when I turned around he wasnt there?
I sighed in relief
Thank Irene
Why are you happy?
Because he isnt here
I thought you loved him? You know? Back than
Yeah....back than
Oh, the cabin?
Yeah...the cabin
A tear sheds down my now pale face
I....i want to leave
But where would we go?
He is keeping us here and is feeding us!? I know its only because of the perosn who is doing this, but what if he changed or is changing Y/n?
Well I dont CARE if he CHANGED!!
He still told me to leave, and hurt my friends
I can see it
See what
Your afraid, of what?
...
Tell me or I'll tell you with hate
"MYSELF!! IM AFRAID OF MYSELF DEIRDRE!! ALRIGHT!?" I yelled out loud
SHIT!! I YELLED THAT OUT LOUD!! EVERYONE COULDVE HEARD!!
I heard running footsteps up the stairs
Oh no, my eyes...oh
He saw them already....
"WHATS WRONG Y/N!?" Ein yelled after he slammed the door open
"N-nothing" I say
When he said my name i felt a knot in my stomach
I tuened to look at a bulletin board with pictures of all of my friends. Each friend had one picture, Aphmaus had doodles on them and she had a lot of pictures. He somehow had pictures of my biological parents, they had both had a red X on there faces. I was confused
Ein watched as I looked at the board
He isn't stopping me?
Than i saw Jade, her long brown hair. In this photo she was only 10, so innocent and loved. She had freckles all over her face and a big goober smile. I missed her so much...
Next to her photo was another one...of her
She looked a lot older, at least in her teen years?
Ein only knew her name and what she looked like because of me! Why does he have a picture of her that ive never seen!? I was never aloud to see her grow!!
Her arms were out and were being held hostage, she was scared and angry. I wanted to know who touched my sister!!
I felt my eyes tear up, i look over at fucking another picture of her. She had a big bruise over her right eye and her clothes made her look like she was rushing like a girl getting ready for a date. Her shirt was exsposing her left shoulder and her skirt was ruffled and ripped.
"Where is she?" I say in my trying to be calm and not cry voice
"Where is who?" Ein asks
I can feel his fucked up smirk
"Jade" I tell him even though he knows
"Oh! Your sister? I have no idea, we did start talking after you left. Yeah, Finn really liked her. They kept close in contact, very" he says
"What? Who the he'll is Finn?" I ask him
"He used to be part of the pack, until he ran away scared with his ears down like a puppy" Ein smiles at the thought
"You are such a fucking LIAR!! NOW WHERE THE HELL IS MY SISTER!?" I yell turning around pointing my finger at him
"L-liar? Why would I lie to you after I yelled for you to leave when and dealt with constant guilt my whole life after that?" He said tearing up
Look whos ears are down now
I started to feel bad
"That actually worked!? Why would you believe a scum like ME!? I THREW YOUR WHOLE LIFE AWAY!! YOUR FUTURE!! AND I TURNED YOU INTO THIS!!" He yelled at me
I fell to the floor
My emotions spilled out of me as my smokey eyes surrounded me
It looked like very sheer white ribbons were hugging me
I let out a blood curling scream, the cabin shook.
I felt like I was dying, my body wouldnt do anything anymore. The screaming stopped as I just sat on my legs staring at the floor, no more sheer tears, just white eyes...
"Deirdre?" I ask
I didnt feel her presence anymore
"DEIRDRE!?" I yell and start to panic
DEIRDRE COME BACK TO ME!! I NEED YOU NOW
A figure started to show surrounded in white fog
It was a woman with white eyes, her eyes did the same as mine
"You dont need me anymore, I'm useless, I failed to protect you" she explained
"Deirdre?" I ask
She just stares and nods
"From who?" I ask
I noticed Ein in the corner of my eye is close to the wall confused
"Not from someone, from something Y/n." She says
"W-what?" Ein whispers
"I failed to protect you from yourself" she says
Myself
She vanishes and I sit there confused
MY EYES
I run to the window to barley see my reflection but could see it well enough
My eyes, were normal...
I AM SO SORRY ITS KINDA SHORT BUT ITS 1 IN THE MORNING AND I TIRRRED
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FanfictionI lay on the floor hurt and in pain I pick myself up, holding my side. "Please, stop hurting him" I ask He started to tear up and left... "Are....are you okay?" I ask Alex "I should be asking you, you took a big hit. Thanks, Y/n" he said hugging me...
