𝑆𝑡𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝐵𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝐵𝑜𝑡𝒉

10. Intense

He is .........

|ʰᵒʷ ᶜᵃⁿ ⁱ ᵃⁿˢʷᵉʳ ʰⁱᵐ ʷʰᵒ ⁱˢ ᵏᵃⁱ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ᵏⁿᵒʷ.... ʰᵉ ⁱˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵐʸ ᶜʳᵘˢʰ ᵃⁿʸᵐᵒʳᵉ..... ⁿᵒʳ ᵐʸ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ? ʷʰᵃᵗ ⁱˢ ʰᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ?|

Hmm?
I actually don't know.
What do you mean you don't know?I just saw....you guys must be close you were holding his hand....like seriously.
I said it..... I don't know who he is to me........and the holding hand part is a misunderstanding but what are you getting so triggered about V...? Don't you think your overdoing it?

| ⁱ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿᵃˡˡʸ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃᵗᵐᵒˢᵖʰᵉʳᵉ ᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵉⁿˢᵉᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵉʳⁱᵒᵘˢ.... ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ⁱ ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ᵉˢᶜᵃᵖᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢⁱᵗᵘᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒʷ ⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵗᵘᶜᵏ ʰᵉʳᵉ.....ⁱ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ⁱ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ|

As I'm turning to leave the place and this intensity..... I feel V holding my hand from behind causing my heart Skip a beat but before I could analyse the moment.He pushed me to the wall that was beside us.

I can only look at his eyes at the moment..... my heart beat is beating like crazy..... it feels like drum inside my heart is loud enough to reach my ears and block my sense.

[ 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝙸𝚃'𝚂 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙳 𝚃𝙾 𝚂𝙰𝚈 𝙰𝙽𝚈𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃.... 𝙸 𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴 𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙰𝚃 𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃 ]

V.....?
|ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿ ˢᵉᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁱ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵖᵘˡˡᵉᵈ ʰⁱᵐ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ʰⁱˢ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵃᵛᵉᵈ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰⁱˢ ᵏⁱˡˡⁱⁿᵍ ᵍᵃᶻᵉ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᶜᵃˡˡⁱⁿᵍ ᵒᵘᵗ ʰⁱˢ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ.|
Lisa.....*ˢᵐⁱʳᵏⁱⁿᵍ*....don't do this to me.
I'm not doing anything to you, Tae. Your being.......... being weird.
Lisa.......you are. And I'm sorry if I look scary now but trust me I just can't hold it in. It is not like my first day.... I have been waiting for years now.... and when I saw you with him..... it all just....... makes me feel guilty. I feel sorry for myself..... and most importantly I feel angry at myself...... I can't just sit and watch...... you don't know what is going through me now.
V.......... I don't get anything your saying..... what do you mean....Years and all. I'm getting scared now.
I....I'm sorry for making you scared but trust me I love you a lot ..... and I mean it. I love you and i can't see you holding hands with him. I can't control myself and be guffy if your involved.
I... this is not a joke anymore.... V.....its literally your first day at school and your acting like you have been with me for years...you can't fall In love with me just like that.
I love you and that's the end.....I have no explanation about it..... no excuses nor causes.......its just an undeniable fact.

| ⁱ'ᵐ ᶠˡᵘˢᵗᵉʳᵉᵈ ⁿᵒʷ..... ⁱˢ ⁱᵗ ᵖᵒˢˢⁱᵇˡᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ʰⁱᵐ ᵗᵒ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵐᵉ..... ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵃˡˡⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵛᵉʳʸ ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ ᵈᵃʸ.... ᵇᵘᵗ ʷʰʸ ᵈᵒ ⁱ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ⁿᵒʷ...... ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ ʲᵉⁿⁿⁱᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵛ ⁱˢ ᵗᵃˡᵏⁱⁿᵍ..... ⁱ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵛ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ....... ᵈᵒ ⁱ? |

V.....He was my crush..... and we didn't actually hold hands.... it was just because of the rush.....and he was my crush past tense..... in the present I'm trying to set him up with your sister.
What? So..... yesterday the guy you talked about was him?
Yes...........
You got over him so fast?
Uhhh...you could say I was always star gazing...... I had no chance with him.... nor that I could try before even trying he told me he loves Jennie and me being me got heartbroken over her idol dating another girl. It's not that serious I even started to like him cause he matched my ideal type.... they belong together.
So you were not seriously in love with him?
No................................like I was serious....but then I knew it is impossible. So I kinda was Fangirling all the time. And again the whole crying yesterday was actually got triggered cause I think a lot first him being in love with Jennie then me being not enough and one lead to another and I cried a lot.....it felt like I was holding that all in for a long time. At last yesterday I felt lighter though I fainted.
You are silly......
I am?
Yes...............

| ⁱ ᶠᵉˡᵗ ʰⁱˢ ᵛᵒⁱᶜᵉ ʷᵃˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ˢᵒ ʰᵉᵃᵛʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵘˢᵏʸ..... ⁱᵗ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵗᵒ ʰⁱˢ ⁿᵒʳᵐᵃˡ ᵇᵘᵇᵇˡʸ ᵛᵒⁱᶜᵉ..... ʰᵉ ⁱˢ ᵃᶜᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ ⁿᵒᵗ ˢᶜᵃʳʸ..... ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ˢᵘᵈᵈᵉⁿ...... ʰᵉ ⁱˢ ᵛᵉʳʸ ᶜᵒⁿˢⁱᵈᵉʳᵃᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ..... ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵗᵉˡˡ..... ʰᵉ ᵗᵒᵒᵏ ᶜᵃʳᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒᵈᵃʸ ᵃ ˡᵒᵗ |

By the way what do you think of my confession to you.... for the last time I am serious.... I was seriously and I'll always be so..... don't be late and accept me.

| ʰⁱˢ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉᵈ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶠˡᵘˢʰ.... ᵐʸ ᶜʰᵉᵉᵏˢ ᵗᵘʳⁿᵉᵈ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ᵗᵒᵐᵃᵗᵒᵉˢ....... ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵍᵘʸ..... ⁱ ᵐⁱᵍʰᵗ ʳᵉᵍʳᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵇᵘᵗ ʰᵉ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵐᵉ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʷᵃʸ |

Shut up. I'm going.

[ 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸 𝙱𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙺 𝙵𝚁𝙴𝙴 𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙰𝙻𝙻𝚄𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙶𝙰𝚉𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚂𝙼𝙸𝚁𝙺 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝚄𝚁𝙽𝙴𝙳 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙾 𝙰 𝚂𝙼𝙸𝙻𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙿𝙾𝚂𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙼𝙰𝙺𝙴𝚂 𝙷𝙸𝙼 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺 𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙾𝙵 𝙰 𝚂𝚄𝙳𝙳𝙴𝙽 ]

I'm waiting at the school gate.......... come fast....

[ 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙴𝙵𝚃......𝙻𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙰 𝙳𝙾𝙽𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝙷𝙸𝙼... 𝙳𝙾𝙽𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝙷𝙸𝙼.... 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃......𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝚆𝙷𝚈 𝙸𝚂 𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙾 𝙲𝙾𝙾𝙻? ]

*ɪ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴇɴɴɪᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋᴀɪ.....*

Jennie....I need to go.
Okay....I'm coming with you and what took you so long with V there?
Ohh nothing we were just talking about the books.....
Books?
Yeah books I need to buy from the bookstore.
Ohh....let's go then....
No....Jennie you can't.......Remember I said I have some work...... Kai and you will help me to complete it...please please do me this favour......... please.
No problem Lisa.-Kai.
Okay......sweetie then I'll see you at home.-Jennie.
Obviously........For now Bye.Enjoy.......
Bye.......-both
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For the rest of the path towards our home.......V and I didn't talk about a single thing........ I guess at the end of the day..... He is shy too *sᴍɪʟᴇs*.......

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