FF : I OWN YOU – A DESIRE TO MAKE YOU MINE [SEASON 3]
PART 7:
Doctor: ohh it’s nothing to worry mr raizada she is perfectly ..fine and these are actually normal in these adys!! It’s just ... normal weakness ... nothing more which is quite natural in these days !! it’s due to the certain changes in her body nothing to worry!! ( aranv scrunched his eyebrow and khushi and looked at him blankly)
Aranv : matalb ? I didn’t understand?
Doctor : ( smiled) ... don’t need to panic mr raizada rather than I should congratulate you !! you are going to be a father !! ( arnav looked at her with blank expression) I maen YOUR WIFE IS TWO WEE KS PREGENANT !! 9 khsuhi’’s eyes opened wide in shocka s she palced her palm on her tummy and aranv just stared at khushi and then at doctor) don’t worry she just need plenty of rest that’s it!! ... and I have prescribed some medicine just made sure she followed it aranv just looked at khsuhi as they sahreda small eyelock which was broken by aranv who asked aman ... to escoret the doctor )
Arnav : aman ... escort her ... ( aman nodded and left from there with the doctor .. and .... as they left arnav looked at khushi .. and said with hios husky )
Aranv ; so you are pregenant baby ? that means we are going to be parents !! congratulation baby ( he just hugged while khushi felt suffocated ) and now you are mine in every way !! ( he smirked hwile khsuhi didn’t react ... while .. he pulled back from the hug and lend .. and took her lower lips in his .and said whispered
Aranv ; so now we should celebrate for this news don’t you think .... sweetheart ... you know I love you more and more !! ... ( while kissing her . and slowly get top of her .. while started kissing which followed by a love making session !!
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It was midnight ..while sleep was faraway from khushi .. khushi was sitting in the bed while resting her head on the headboard while just staring at the ceiling blankly !! ..dried tear strains marks were covered all over her cheeks ... it was crystal clear from her face ..... that just before a minuite ... earlier she was weeping .... .
What she have done that she is being punished like this !! ... what was her fault that her devi mayai is punishing her like this !! ... why does always she have to be punished!! Why if she tries to raised her voice ... against the wrong happening to her ..then why her voice has being ... dumped down !! why ??? is this because she is a girl !! or is this because she is an orphan ??? is it written that the girls are the puppet of man’s hand !! ... or is iot written sumwhere you didn’t have the right to raise your voice !! because you are girl!!
Today she tries to raise her voice against her husband !! but what she get in result !! nothing but to end up in his bed satisfying his needs!! ... and whats she get to know ... today that she is pregennat carrying his seeds in her womb !! ...
She have never ever complained about her life to god !! nor .. she ever harmed anyone then why ? then why her devi mayai is doing ... this to her!! What she have dreamt for nothing but a life with happiness !! like others she too weave a dream to be someone’s bride .. like other’s she too dreamt that there would be some one ... for her who will love her understand her care !! ..... in whose arms she will fel herself safe!! ... gosh !! and what a joke duid her fate made with her!! She never got happiness n her life!! But she tried to being happy w ith what she get !! ... but in her worst dream she would have ever except her dream would turned to be worst like this !! this is what you called love !! this what you called care !! what her husband is doing with her ? is it love ?/ is love maens just aphysical relation !1 is love maens to hurt your lover ! is love means to rape your lover !! day and night whenever you want ... in name of love !!
Her husband is dominating on her ... forcing on her ....... without her will !! but no !! you cant acll it a rape !! why ??? ohh yaeh how could you called it rape !! because there is no such word exist .. as they are married!! But getting the tag of married do you get the right to controll her soul!! Answer me !! is it a love !! is it a love !! ?? if it ‘s called love then many girls like khushi hate this word love !! .... mararige!! ... I would say death is better !! dweath is dam better than the life she is living !!
Khsuhi just sighed and touched her tummy by her palm while caressing it for a while and then a silent sob escaped from her eyes and she closed her eyes .. and the memories from her past flashed in her mind !! she remembered the days when she trust aranv !!
***flashback***
Aranv was still lost in khsuhi ... while ... khushi just looked down .. and murmured a sorry nad just rushed out of the conference room ... while aranv just stared at her for a while ...! tahts when .. his eyes fell on something .. he kneeled down ... and . picked the anklet .... which was lieng in the ground !! he took it in his palm and keep on staring at the anklet ..... while caressing the anklet with his thumb as if he was caressing the owner of the anklet !! one one girl was .... across his mind !! and that girl was ... noone other than khushi .. he just rushed out of the conference room and just looked around but there was no trance of the girl ...
Where was the girl and who was she ??? she have something ... that .... made the great aranv singh raizada attracts toward her ... her aroma wa something atht was making him turned on !! ... it’s not that .aranv singh raizada was never with girl’s ... his ever new models were being tasted by him . at first ... if they are able to pleasure him then only .. they could get the chance to enter the ar !! ... but he never paid any attention to them .. he just use girls like tissue papers used them on his bed and then throw it .,.... once he si finished with them !! .... he never belives in commirment ... he belive .. in no strings attached!! ... but there was something in the girl which ... made him to desire that girl .... ..aranv looked around !! but there was no ....... sign of that girl he just glanced at the anklet and imagined how it would look like in her feet ... !
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Khushi : (slapping her head play fully while standing on the side of the road to catch a cab ) shit! Tu bhi nah !! you cant do anything rightly !! ... haw!! You went for interview What you did !! you ended up destroying ... asr’s meeting!! Thank god !! you run out from there !! varna .. they would surely kick you out of the ar !! or kya pata give you to the cops !! huh !! nothing could be done to me !! hey devi mayia !! kya kia apne !! ... I want to have this job ! . yeh job agar mil jata toh .. my life would have changed !! it such a big opportunity to be ar’s model but . before I get appointed ... I am out of the company ! hurh!! ( she sighed ) chor ... khushi ... atleast be happy that rather than being kiked out you yourself ran out !! ... ( she said while waving her hand to stopped the cab .. and that’s when a white suv .. just stopped infront of her with a screech making khsuhi jerked .. abit .. while khushi scrunched her eyebrows !! and frowned and looked at the car ... with a qwestioning look !!! while the glass was being lsid down while khushi’s mouth flung into perfect ‘o’ shape seing the person sitting in side ... he was none other than aranv singh raizada !! khushi gulped and mumbled ..
Khushi: he here ? you have destroyed his meeting nah now he wont leave you !! ! ( she muttered while biting her nails while aranv just looked at the girl ... and he felt himself turned on seeing her ... tantics ... while he calm himself and looked at her .. and said)
Arnav : ( sternly) wanna lift ? 9 khushi’s eyes opened widened to know that asr ius offering her lift)
Khushi: ( stameered) no .. no sir !! ... I will ... have some cab !!
Arnav : it’s already .... late !! and at this hour of evening it’s not good to be stay alone in the road !! and I don’t think you will get some cab now !! so better !! you come .. I will ..drop you !! ( khsuhi just stared at him and then just nodded and get inside the car .....)
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Khushi was pressing her file ... tightly against her chest .. she was really feeling . uncomfortable infront of him ... !! she was realy breatjhing heavily .... and her breast was continuously moving up and down while aranv was just stealing glances of her only he knew what she was creating on him ..... and how jhe was controlling him ... how he want to take her ... then and there and marked her as his !! .. there was only silence ... between them thus arnav was the first ... who break the silence !!
Arnav : so khushi ?? right ?? ( khsuhsi just turned toward him with shocked expression while aranv smirked and gestured her while pointing toward the file which she was holding nnd in which cover’s her name was wriiten !! with block letters!! Khsuhi looked at him .. and then nodded) you are model ?? ( khushi nodded while arnav raised his eyebrow)
Arnav : nice name khushi !! means happiness !!appreciable !! .. but miss khushi you ... know for you .. I have to bear a loss !!
Khushi: ( looking at him) I am sorry sir!! I didn’t maen to ruin your conference I didn’t know how I reached there I just went ... there for the auditions of model I am extremely sorry!!
Arnav : ( just looked at her pout while said) hmm .. !! but you ruined my conference !! you know how important that conference was for me but you !!
Khsuhi: I am sorry sir I am extremely sorry !! .... I just went there for the audition but mistakenly I reached there and ended up ruining your conference !! I can do anything .... for take your forgiveness !!
Aranv : anything ? ( raising his eyebrow)
Khushi: yeah sir anything you say!!
Arnav : ok then submit yourself !1 9 khsuhi goesa numb nad was shocked to haer it )
Khushi: excuse me ??
Aranv : 9 changing the topic) nothing !! umh submit .. your ... portfolio ... tomoorow at ar !! .... and joined the office !!
( khushi was shocked excited happy there were many emotion .. going through her !! .. she get selected and who select none other than asr !! )
Khushi: ( stammered) sir .. that means I am selected as a model...
Aranv ; not exactly come tomoorow submit your portfolio ... then ... will see !! ... here your home comes!! ( he dropped her before her flat while khushi smiled and said a thanbk you while he drove away !! )
And thus here everything began !! ... the next day ... she get selected as a model .. and as days passed by .. she and aranv get close to eachother !! ... and one fine day ... arnav asked her hand !! ... proposed her to be his girl friend !! .... though khushi took some time but then accept his proposal and they started seing ecahother!! .. but soon everything get changed as days passed by .... aranv’s possessiveness grows more !! and ... he would have very problem with her everything with her dress with her friendshio with boy colligues and such more !! which pricks khushi and she somewhere too realize it wasnta love buta infactuation as she didn’t feel like the way she supposed to feel for arnav ... yes !! she have accept his proposal as in a thought he loves her and... soon she will too able to love him ....... but it never happens which ends khsuhi to break up the realtion .. but in this she have did abig mistake to hurt his ego which results ... she is ... suffering !! she never thought this would be a side of aranv too !! ....
Flashback end
( khsuhi jerked and opened her eyes and taers started rolling down her cheeks !! and she shivered as the flashes of her first night in raizada mansion reflashed in her mind !! )
Flash back
Aranv dragged khushi along with him up the stairs .......while khsuhi was struugling ... to get out of his grip but it doesn’t happened !! while .. he kept dragging her along with him ... toward his room and once they reached inside the room ... aranv left khushi’s hand with such a force that she stumbles and fell directly .. on the floor over her face ! aranv turned and locked the door and again turned ... while smirked evilishly toward khsuhi and walked toward her ... and kneeled infront of her ... and said leaning toward her !!
Arnav : you know khushi!! Whats tonight is ??? ( khushi just straed at him while fears were ... all over her face .. she clutched the side of her lehenga tightly while aranv leans and tugged the hair strands behind her ears and said in his husky tone) baby !! tonight is our suhaag raat !!... tonight I will mark you as mine !! ..... I own you baby !! and thus I put the seal on you forever by marking you as mine!! ( khsuhi gulped but gatheriung the courage she said)
Khsuhi: why are you doing this aranv !! why ??? get out of it !! move on !! we are over !! why have you forced me to get amraried you!! ... ( aranv clenched his fist his eyes turned into red .... abnd he looked at her with anger filled eyes and gripped her hair in his fist and pulled it back ... making khushi hissed in apin)
Arnav : what you say !! haan ???? we are over !! ... dammit we are married now !! youa re my bloody legally wedded wife !! with all the rituals I amrry you!! I am your husband and I .. and only I would the only men in your life do you get that ..accept the fact dammit you are married!! ... ( before he could complete khushi palced a hard slap on his cheks while aranv face turned on otger side and he touched his ceeks and looked at her with draggers throwing his eyes he was at top of his anger his eyes were splitting fire !! noone have the guts to raise their voice and here .... he dares to slap him !! .. he gritted his teeth .... in anger !!! and was pumping in anger!! If she wasn’t his wife he would have shown ... what .. it cost for slapping aranv singh raizada!!
Khsuhi; ( with same anger) no !! I don’t accept you as my husband you married me without my will and I wont let you ....... even showed any of your husband right on you!! ( this sentence added fuel in fire and in no time arnav dragged khushi toward the bed and throw her on the bed making khsuhi fell on the bed ... over her afce she turned and lokked at aranv)
Arnav : ohh while getting cozy with that son of bitch samart you didn’t feel shame but to intimate with your husband you feel shame haan you want to stopped me ; really baby!! Then stopped me !! I want to see how you stopped your husband from loving his wife!! I don’t take no khushi!! ... and from you toh never!! ( Khsuhsi started dragging herself upward on the bed by dragging her by her leg)
Khsuhi: aranv no !1 aranv no !1 plzz don’t !!
Aranv : ( leaning toward her while unbuttoning his shirt) I am your husband baby!!
Khushi: aranv plxzz you acnt .. I will call ita s a rape !!!!! ( it agains raised aranv’s anger ... and in no tinme khushi felt a tight slap on her cheks and the . intensity of slap is so high that blood ozed out of the corner of her lips and aranv grabbed her by her arms and said digging his nails on her)
Arnav : what you said dammit ?? han !! mind your language before talking to me khushi!! I am your husband and what we are going to share is not calleda rape or not it is illegal you are mine whole rituyllay and legagly too ... samjhi tum !! ( then aclm himself and cupped her cheeks ) bbay I love you !! cant you see my love for ypou in my eyes !!baby .... ( seeing the blood coming out of her lips ) baby I hurt you !! .. I am really sorry .. I am so sorry baby !! ( he laeneda nd lick the spot where the blood comes out to soothe her pauin ) I hurt you but I promise I will shower you with so much love that you will forget this pain .. let me love you shona and atke away all your pain baby ( by saying that he pulled her down on the bed ..and slowly .. ripped all her clothes ..and ... took her ... whole nighty he continued his act with her while .. khsuhi have cried yelled screamed that night while submitting her virginity to him!! Making her goes all numb because whenever she tries to protest arnva would again take her ... and stared douing his all act with her ..
Flash back end
Khushi’s felt some weight on her while ... she jerked and opened her eyes .. and find her husband ..... hugging her from behind while nuzzling his stubble on the crook of her neck .... the whole night she have wept but god knows when her eyelid get closed ! may bedue to the tiredness .. khsuhi shifted her body a bit on her side and flinched while aranv turned her and pressed her from her back toward him !! while her bossoms get crashed on his hard toned chest while khsuhi tries to flinched but aranv gripped get more stronger on her while he peck on her lips and said smirking;ly
Aranv : so you woke up bbay ? how was your sleep !! nad how is my junior !! ( khsuhi eyes widened as she remembered that she is pregenant ... while khushi flinched but didn’t reply while .. arnav left her ... and then hovered on her and lending toward her and kissed her tummy making khushi feel disgusted ) you know bbay how much your papa loves your mumam ... but tumhari mumam ko ... toh tumhare pap ki .. koi kadar hi nahi hai 1! Let me show then how much your pap loves her !! khushi jerked with faer!!
Khsuhi: no please!! ... ( she whispered but before she could complete aranv entered into her and started loving her .. and then theyu both dozed off one dozed off because of tiredness of loving and other just fainted because she have .... no wenergy left to .. bear him !!
To be cntd