Some times I realise you never left
I still fear your love
Or the shadow
of how it felt
I dont get notifications of you
But you've never been blocked
The distance just became physical
How could you leave when this was never a place
This was insanity
A Purely self inflicted travesty
Admiration and calculation could have told me
All that I loved
I wanted to be
So how could you leave
when we never met
For all the things I know
Your name feels so distant
Because that time was empty
An what I thought was freedom
less of me was needed
The more of me I gave
Titled it love
Became its slave
Slandered name my own name
Dangled honest words
A prisoner
Though different from me
You embraced the empty
Each time you settled in
You were a prisoner
wondering its cell
What else could you do
You weren't alone
and I was just as guilty as you.
