Gone

Sunday to Tuseday

Ugh I hate my mom right now. She's such a b****. Sorry to say it but she is. On Sunday night she comes bursting into my room and started yelling at me saying " why are treating him like a stranger!? He is your dad!" "He's not my dad he never will be!" I told my mom with tears running down my face. I mean she has no right to call him my dad. I mean I know that my mother is married to the guy but she has no right to call him my dad.
Then she's all like ok then you're moving back with your father then! And I just told her no I'm staying here. Then it just turned into this huge fight. Well then after that happened I fell asleep with tears running down my face while listening to music.
Monday night- my mom comes in my room again " We need to
Talk!" Honestly I hate my mom. And I'd rather just be in foster care. But she dragged her husband into my room and was all like explain what you were saying. And I was just like " No leave me alone get out of my room!" They wouldn't leave I said it over and over again until they finally left then I burst into tears. Saying why does this have to happen to me why cant I just leave this place and be gone for good. Then I texted 'R' and told him what was going through my head. And he told me to calm down and to not say any of that stuff and that I should just get some sleep and think about it. And he was right but I still don't know what I want to do. Go to Atlanta, or stay here in nevada...i don't know what to do...😥