Ownership [Yoonmin || Sope]

Ownership

Warning: Might trigger some readers

myg.

I sat on one of the benches, alone like usual. Ignoring the groups of students passing by as I plugged my earphone on to block every little noise of reality. It never really bothered me, I didnt care and I was contented

thats what he said

and I am whatever he says I am and so I sighed. It was perfectly normal and I shouldnt worry. Rejecting every people who approached me despite the desire to accept the open invitation of friendship was admitedly tiring. But it was fine, I wasnt alone.

thats what he said

I closed my eye to completely disregard reality, blurring out every single thought in my head yet he kept appearing. I wasnt complaining, I wanted to be in this situation. I wanted to be in his arms. I wanted to be continuesly blinded by love. I wanted to be in his cage.

thats what he said

Unnecessary thoughts cleared, I let out a faint laugh, it wavered but it was fine. The wind swayed my hair to one direction, and my body visibly relaxed with the feeling, but as soon as his face appeared in my head, I tensed. But it was fine.

I am free, and I chose his freedom. Im not regretting anything...

thats what he said

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Thursday afternoon, I came back from school completely exhausted. The walk was long but I didnt mind, it was rather peaceful and every step I make made a clear sound because of how quiet it was. The faint sound of the wind felt refreshing as I sighted the sky field glittered with twinkling starts.

I continued to amble, not in any types of rush. It was a silent neighborhood and im glad it was because the noise feels suffocating. Just then when I heard hasty footsteps and faint panting.

I averted my eyes upfront and there I saw a sprinting blonde right across me. Our shoulders unconsiously bumped with each other and he stumbles straight down the ground, landing on his face with a curse. I stood stunned, going over to help him out.

I held his hands and helped the anonymous male stand, he dusted his clothes off and released an awkward apologetic chuckle. Only did I notice his close up appearance, his height was similar from mine and he had the smallest hands ive seen so far. He looked small and fragile yet built and fit at the same time, his lips were chapped red and plumped, with rosy cheeks probably burning of embarrassment.
 
" Oh Im sorry uh.. hehe "

I didnt speak and only blinked, I dont normally socialize. I kept silent and he seemed to have noticed as he raised his head and adjusted his bangs that covered his sight. There I saw his brown orbs holding the most innocent glint in it, an obvious confusion etched in his face and I almost found it adorable

I know I cant

" are you okay? " he spoke with worry and concern layering his voice. I pursed my lips, my mind telling me to just turn away like what ive been thought. His lips formed a pout, eyes lowering down the ground before he gasped, eyes rounding.

" omg are you uhm you know? " he proceeded by motioning with his hands as if zipping his mouth close. He must think im mute, it shouldnt be bad to correct someone right?

" n-no " I stuttered in difficulty.It was harder than I thought. My throat feels tight yet my heart was blooming as if I did something improving. He awed, mouth forming an ' o ' whilst nodding his head and he smiled,

He smiled at me

It obviously rivaled his smile, it was genuine and heart warming. How his eyes smiled along with how his lips stretched into one. My heart fluttered, and as soon as it did I turned away. My heart rampaging whilst I attempted to stop the rising fear in me.