I should of never loved you, no matter how much my heart told me to,
After all the things you put me through I should of never loved you,
The feelings I have are undeniable, taking me to a place Ive never been before,
Had me thinking dealing with your cheating was the best resort,
All the lies and games started to feel the same
I could never understand why I wanted To go thru the pain,
My heart was in a place Where I felt happy , but the things u did showed it wasn't mutual ,
That's why I couldn't understand how it was so hard to let go?
Fell victim to your crazy schemes,
Tried to act like I was all u need
When in actuality it was just a dream,
Or should I say nightmare?
A nightmare that turned into my reality
A reality I didn't want to face
A Karma I just couldn't place
Things I'm embarrassed to say
Took over the life I claimed as mines
Tears stream down my face as I continue to hide
It just isn't fair
A heart I didn't plan to share
I should of never love you !
