𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

| 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕺𝖓𝖊 |

Candlelight burn,

Just as the color black is authoritative, evokes strong emotions, represents power, sophistication, mystery and unknown, my life is black, everything I do is black, my heart is black, my body is black, tho I have Mexican descent, my actions are black, my flaws are black and my mission is black.

The memories keep running in my mind,

Memories fade but they can neither be erased nor turn grey,

Say something that will make me not give up on you,

This remarkable feeling that you keep on giving me makes me regret why I did what I had to do,

I regret sharing my world with you, why did I do it, fuck...

I am I dreaming as I can't believe it's real,

Something deep down, makes me regret why I did what I did,

I keep on going up as the gravity of falling in your arms keeps on pulling me down,

Saying you love me was just but a way of hitting the latto and leave,

Men will be men,

they'll use you and you leave and as a woman, I did what I had to do,

if a nigga gonna mess me up,

I fuck him up twice as hard as he did,

Never am I going to fall for their traps again...

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Damn, why am I this cold,

Momma didn't teach me this behavior,

What happened to the renowned "church girl"?

The girl looked up to by most kids, in a small town in East Mexico,

What happened to the paradisaic character in me,

What happened to the obsequious girl that everyone loved,

Her timorous and servile behavior that made her immaculate and sweet.

I guess there is no more sweet charming little girl,

but a bloody mafioso on the verge to avenge her father's death.

The only man, whoever cared about me,

Not that mum wasn't there, nobody knows where she went,

She got abducted by them, never came back home that evening,

Dad looked and searched for her everywhere never to be seen again,

Change is inevitable and you have to adapt to changes so as to survive.

Anything can happen and you have to be prepared at all times.

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