Nurse//BTS FF

Part 18

'But I can't.' He continues. 'I can't be selfish with you. No matter how much I want to remain in this moment forever, I can't.' He looks down, his face radiating nothing but sadness. 'What if I quit my job. What would stop you then... Hypothetically.' 'I couldn't let you do that. I can't sacrifice your career just for my selfish desires... anyway all the other boys want you the same way and I can't be the one to break them like that.'

I nod and look down, leaning on the railings of the metal structure, in order to see the rushing water bellow. He does the same next to me and we just exist in that moment. We enjoy ignoring our worries and thoughts and pretend everything is ok. I hum along to a song hearing it fly in the gentle yet cold breeze of the night.

I didn't want to go back to the hotel. But I had to. The time was approaching 10pm and it would be reckless to stay outside in the dangerous city any longer. We mad our way back in silence. But not an uncomfortable one. One where we would we just enjoy each other's company.

'Good night' I wave off to Hobi as he enters his room and I enter mine. I take a deep breath as quiet as I possibly can to not wake up Tae. I approach the bathroom, quickly get changed and sleep on the couch in the room.

I wake up surrounded in comfy warm sheets. I rub my eyes as I sit up and notice the very quiet room. I look around a bit confused how I ended up on the bed but when I look to my right, I find an answer written down on a note. It read:

Hey Y/N!
I moved you onto the bed when I woke up because you looked really uncomfortable on the couch.
Me and the boys are in Jin's room so feel free to join us when you wake up
~Taehyung

I quickly get up, change my clothes, do my hair and put on a little bit of makeup. Once completely ready, I make my way to Jin's room where I knocked on the door. 'Y/N!' Jimin shouts as he drags me in the room where all the boys are talking. 'Morning' We all greet each other.

'So Y/N, we have decided we are going to spend our 5 day vacation in Hawaii.' Namjoon says as I sit in between Jin and Jungkook. 'That sounds fun. When are you guys leaving.' 'Well, WE are leaving in a few hours.' 'Wait what! You really don't need to take me. Im just going to be in the way.' 'Bang Pd said we should take you. He said you needed a break too and that we needed a babysitter.' Jungkook says getting excited.

We all chat for a bit about the short vacation but I see Hobi looks tired like he didn't sleep much. To be honest they all do. And I felt like there was some kind of discussion while I was asleep that they haven't told me about...