say you love me (Upgrading in progress)

~ three ~

When we get to our dorm Taehyung shuts and locks the door.

"How about we have some fun before the party?" Taehyung has his overpowering look again.

I don't want to go. At least not with him..

"Um.. I'm hungry. Why don't we get a snack?"

"No need- you're my snack, kookie. Your thicc, juicy thighs.. your cute soft lips.. your big veiny dick..."

Taehyung says these things as he gets closer, and puts his hands on my waist and kisses me. I know I don't want this, but deep down I know that I do. Uh- oh. I feel my dick harden and my cheeks burn up with red.

"I love you baby" Taehyung says with this deep, gentle voice.

I find him unzipping my jeans and him taking them off. I'm too dazed to stop him.

"Mmm. Your dick is so hard and sexy, baby kookie" He sticks it in his mouth and goes balls deep. I let out a soft moan because it feels so good- but so wrong- but at the same time, I'm right where I want to be...

Three minutes later I'm lying down on taes bed with my pants off, and my legs are spread. He bites his bottom lips when he starts giving me a hand job. It feels sooo good..

"Harder Taehyung" I say, moaning louder. He goes harder, and faster until I can't breathe-

"God Taehyung this feels so good.. give me more" I'm rolling my head side to side and behind me and then my eyes are in the back of my head. I start moaning louder and louder.

" I don't want anyone else but you, kook" he says this as he stops giving me a hand job and puts my dick in his mouth.

"Ahh-" I have no words at this point. But then.. the stupid doorbell rings.

"Right when we're having a good time" Tae says.

He stands up to get the door and I quickly put my jeans back on before the person sees me. It's yoongi.

"I figured I would pick you up to go to jimins dorm for the party" nobody says anything as I walk up to the door with messy hair, and a flushed-with-pink face.

"Umm okay so are you going or not?"

"Yes we are we just need to get dressed. We'll be right there" Tae shuts the door and begins taking his clothes off as I do too.

When I'm done I look up at my mirror to see myself wearing a red sweater and another pair of ripped black jeans. Taehyung comes up behind me and kisses me on the neck.

"You look adorable baby"

I blush and look at him. He's wearing ripped jeans, a chain on them, a blue shirt and his hair is a bit curly. I smile at him in the mirror, even though I feel somewhat uncomfortable next to him. We get interrupted by yoongi, knocking on our dorm door.

"You guys done?!?"

"We better get going, baby kookie"

Gosh do I want Taehyung to seduce me or am I in the wrong? Ughhhh my life is so confusing I wish I could just curl up in a hole and not come out for days...

We walk out and I'm staying away from Taehyung in the hallway. I don't want to hurt him if I find myself not liking him... it doesn't work though.

He walks over and gets as close as possible. I don't think I can take it anymore...

"Stop it Tae! I- I- I don't like y- you!!"

Him and yoongi stop in their tracks and stare at me with bulging eyes.

"I don't... like you..."

At this Taehyung gets really mad and stomps off . I watch him walk down the hallway until I can't see him anymore.

"Are you fucken serious? Not cool man" yoongi tells me. He walks away, too. I'm left there alone in the empty hallway and start to cry.

You're so stupid Jeon jungkook!!! Why the fuck would you say that to Taehyung?!?! Why would you let a person who loves you more than anything in the world go and leave you behind forever??? You are the most stupid person on this planet!!

I lean against a wall and slide down to put my head between my knees. I start crying hysterically and I can't stop.

I then kick myself in my ankle and tell myself so many bad thoughts and I just want to run to Taehyung and say I'm sorry. But I can't. I can never. Not after what just happened...

Im evil mwahahahah 😈