Hate or love? Sawyer x reader

Flight 815 ✈︎

꧁y/n's pov꧂

I opened my eyes and saw the sky I don't know how when and what happened the last thing I remember is whatching a movie on the plane... I can't hear anything except Tinnitus few seconds after I started hearing people scream and cry I got up looked around and saw our plane "Oceanic Airlines flight 815" crashed on an island surprisingly nothing happened to me not even a scratch. But few people were hurt really bad I wanted to help, I heard someone yell "help.help." I ran to help but there are already people helping him then I heard someone else screams; "help me.Help." I looked at where the screams are coming from; I saw a pregnant girl around my age late 20s I ran to her and asked "are you okay? How can I help?" She breathed heavily and said "I'm having contractions" I don't really know what to do I mean I'M NOT AN OBSTETRICIAN I tried to calm her but luckily few seconds later a man in a suit came and asked her "how far are they coming" he is either a doctor or knows about it I asked "how can I help" he told me "if the contractions acure 3 minutes apart call out for me" i nodded and he went to check on other people. Hours later everyone calmed down thanks goes to doctor jack. people started talking about how to get rescued. Oh and thanks God the pregnant lady hasn't had her contractions in hours. I hope we get rescued before she give birth because I feel bad for her I bet she is in a lot of pain...

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A week later; everyone made themselfes a small place to sleep in with plane parts. next to my small place on my right is sawyer's place who had given me multiple nicknames already... on my left side is sun and jin's place sun became a good friend of mine real quick she, Kate, boone and Claire. Sun is this sweet girl that you find by your side whenever you need her. Kate on the other hand is more like me. as much of a similar personalities we have, we don't quite agree on stuff. We always find a way to disagree with each other. But we manage to be good friends. Boone is the guy best friend every girl needs. And claire is the quite one but when you get to know her she is fun to the Point that makes you forget about everything that's happening on this island. It only been one week but I got to know everyone so well. Even sawyer, he get on my nerves and I treat him so bad. I know he isn't that bad on the inside But it's fun... To treat him this way lol. No but really some times I get annoyed for what he does. But I'm this kind of girl that doesn't hate anyone so I just make him feel bad lol.

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✈︎Day 30✈︎
I wake up so early in the morning every day to go for a swim before people start waking up. I did the same thing this morning but apparently today I wasn't the only one who woke up early. "morning lil mermaid" here we go again, another nickname by sawyer Ford. "Morning sawyer" he asked: "can I join for a swim?" He grin. And I replied with: "it's a huge sea you know. you can do whatever you want" then he roled his eyes at me saying: "acting hard to get, salty?" I ignored him and contenued swimming. After I got out of the water, got dressed and counted how many contacts I have left. I'm lucky that I found my bag that has my glasses in it's box and my contacts but not so lucky that only 10 left so I started saving them up for swimming and stuff cuz I can't see anything without my glasses or contacts! I started wearing my glasses more often and tried to save my contacts even after using them. And sawyer doesn't stop calling me "four eyes" so that doesn't suck... Not at all.

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☾Day 39☽
I walked to where boone was like every other day to hang "heyaa" we have so much fun together and laugh at literally everything but lately he have been hunting with locke so we haven't been hanging as much these past couple of days. "heyyy" He replied. "Okay I will just say it. Can you PLEASE stop hunting with John locke everyday and start hanging with me more... Like before" he looked at me with puppy eyes and said: "I promise when locke and I finish our thing we will start hanging out again like before" thing? "Wait what thing? I thought you where hunting" I asked. "Oh yea hunting... Hunting is the thing" okay that was weird obviously there is something going on what are they hiding?

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☹︎Day 42☺︎︎
I was hanging with claire and Kate just talking about random stuff but Claire suddenly got her contractions again but this time her water broke and she freaked out kate tried to calm her down then she told me to go and get Jack. and claire wanted charlie Too, I swear they are the cutest couple they gotta get together ASAP! they are going to becouse of Me I mean they are great together. I went back running, I saw charlie I screamed telling him everything but still running to get Jack too so he ran after me when we saw Jack, Charlie told him everything Jack said: "tell kate she needs to generate her" what? "What do you mean? You have to come" I tell him. "I can't- I have a patient" he said. "Wait who?" I ask and walk inside and got shooked boone... "BOONE" I Sat next to him sobbing and talked to him "boone.. Boone can you hear me?" He mumbles but I couldn't hear what he is saying. I said, "hey I'm here. You're going to be okay" he said: "hatch" I replied with "what?" He said a couple of words but not making sense "plane" "locke" "hatch"
I held his hands tight and told him it's going to be okay he is going to be okay.

But... It wasn't okay... He wasn't...

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