𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙻𝚘𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝙰𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚗 -Ayala

Day 2 ( im sorry its late)

So to start off I'm sorry I didn't post, I was kinda busy.

So lately life's been pretty ok, I mean I get confused, heck I forgot how to spell my own name a couple times, but my friend and human family help me get through that.

I've kinda been a little sad lately but I tend to hide my feelings. And when I'm writing I feel like I can let then out so like here we go.

I'm kinda just tired of hiding all my feelings behind a smile, at school it's was fine, yea ppl made fun of me but not alot, I always had my friends with me and they kept me goin, now I don't know what it is but I constantly feel down I just always want to cry but I hide it behind a smile.

My family has no idea about how I feel, we not the type of family to really share our feelings, I'm always so scared to tell anyone how I feel bcz they might just say oh your fine, or it's nothing, and I can't handle that. I'm just tired of hiding it but I have to.

Well anyways, I'm sorry y'all had to read that, I'm not really good at this whole feelings thing so yea...

Anyway that all I'm gonna write, it's 4:30 am here and I haven't slept so I'mma try to get sleep.

            YOUR local alien
-Ayala 👽❤