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CHAPTER 5- Dating The Devil

She hugs me and starts crying.  I rub her back to soothe her But it is like I set a shower free.She moves back. There's dead silence in the car. She speaks through her tears, " He was my Boyfriend 4 years ago..things were good we were together for an year..One Day on his Birthday party ...I stayed back with him. I ...I thought I was safe when his friend started to hit on me. I ran away but I ended up locked with that guy. My boyfriend came to see me get molested and instead of stopping him he joined him too...I lost my virginity that night. I lost hope in Love... I kept screaming.... I kept begging but it didn't stop them.... I walked out of that place while they tried to end my life. They burned me brutally.. I somehow managed to run away. I called my dad he came to pick me up. I got in the car.

After he consoled me, he took me to the hospital and called Mr. Cliff." 'I know that bastard,' I thought but then continued to hear. She continued wiping her overflowing tears.
"The Doctors inspected me and gave proof of the assault. My mom came to see me with different clothes. She helped me. We lived in this same house." She looks out of the front car window. I follow her gaze. It is a beautiful house. But such memories...' She continues, " When we came home after 2 days...We found our house battered. We fought the case against them but lost it...They paid the judge.
After one week of losing an year long case and slut shaming in my college.

The goons broke in our house. They beat up my dad. Molested my Mom and me. When they thought he was dead they left. However I didn't lose hope. I took dad to hospital. He had lost lot of blood. I donated my blood. I saved my Dad's life. I left this place. My parents are in California. Happy there. I came back last year because I decided nothing could defeat me in the farthest most corner of from that guy. He came there on the day of the meet. He started to touch me again. I knew I had to protect myself so I fought with whatever I had. Today I couldn't he abducted me......" She looks at the bandage on her hand. I look at her taking her hand I kiss her fingers one by one. I hush her," You don't need to. It's ok. I'm here." I open my arms and she hugs me again.

I get out scoop her up in my arms. Kicking the door close. I enter her house. I carry her up. I am about to call Stella but she stops me. I look at her," Come you can do help me"
I look at her, " I won't be able to control myself if I enter along with you and I think you don't want that." She smiles innocently, "I know you won't touch me till I tell you to."  All my attitude is dropped. I pick her up and place her in the bath I drew. She tries to undress herself but her hand hurts so I stop her. I look at her then close  my eyes. She guides my hand to just the buttons and I open them. I go behind her and take off her shirt. I help her with her torn skirt. I drop the soap mixture in the bath in excess in my nervousness and she is all  covered in bubbles. She giggles like a child. I feel relived seeing her happy. I call a lady from neighborhood to help her. The granny helps her and I go bring my clothes there to shower there so there are no issues of security. I feel very protective for her. When I come back Granny is  drying her black locks and curls with a towel then hair dryer. I look at her admiring her body. I knock at the door. After they are comfortable, while she is in just a bunny onsie.

I escort Granny home just as I am about to leave she tells me to stop and hands me a Tiffin box and tells to give it to her. I go to see her looking at an old album.  I call out to her, " Hey! See Granny sent you something." She opens the boxes one by one then squeals ," Eeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I get scared and rush to her then see the fried rice and pasta and one chocolate brownie in it. Granny has put a generous amount.  I look at her worried," What happened ? You don't like it. I will just order Pizza." She gets mad at me ," Are you nuts this is my favorite. " Then again she claps her hands together getting happy.  I think to myself ,' So many expressions in just one minute. Damn sixty seconds!' I speak to her, "So easy to make you happy right?" . She glares at me, " Hey get your lazy ass out of here and bring a plate, two forks, two spoons, one water bottle from fridge and from under the dining table a newspaper. " I look at her amused then laughing to myself I go and bring the stuff. when I come she quickly starts taking out the food. I look at the amount of rice and can't believe she will eat that much. She looks at me, "What?! I eat this much rice. It's my favorite. " I smile and she continues, "Hey where is the glass? " I shoot towards the kitchen before she starts shouting again. When I return she is eating slowly. with her food on the newspaper. I see her phone is kept there too she's watching some cartoon. I look at  her innocence.


I offer him food and he starts laughing. He shakes his head in no. But I pull him down and push a spoonful of rice into his mouth. I assure him, "Have it. Rice is just carbs."  He questions, "Shall I bring the stool to eat. " I don't bother to reply concentrated in my cartoon. He nudges me,":What are you watching?" I reply back quickly ,"Doraemon". I expect him to laugh but he says nothing I turn to him to see a pair of brown eyes looking at me with admiration.  I question in expressions but he says nothing.  On pushing his shoulder he speaks, "You look like a child, eating favorite food with favorite cartoon. I think you are very strong that you didn't let teenage ruin the child in you even af..nnngh!" I stuff another spoonful of rice in his mouth. I order him, "Eat else next I will stuff a chilly in your mouth. "  I threaten him with a big red chilly in between my fingers and  He teases me ," Awwww I got scared." Feigning the threat with his hand on his chest.  I stick out of my tongue at him and continue enjoying myself. I see him walk out talking on the phone to Stella I guess. 'Oh that girl was a total sweet heart' I think as I remember of the night she stayed with me.  I see him walking to the library and I run out. I question him ," What are you doing here?" He looks back scared at me, "Nothing. Just talking on the phone."
He walks back in and helps me clean the Tiffin and remove the newspaper. Then he goes flops down on the side couch and I sleep on the bed hugging my Panda.