*~ NOORHELM ~*

When his heart broke ( part 1 )

-" tell me that you didn't sleep with my brother ." william said wanting noora to say ' no ' ! although he knew that the answer is vice versa because nicolai showed him the naked photo of noora .
william KNEW that noora was with nico that night .
william KNEW that his heart was going to be broken . just like all of the times .
his heart was the victim .
his mother did the same to him . she kinda left him alone to be ...
his father wasn't so much better though !
he had done the same thing !
he has lost his beloved little sister through an accident .
and now , again , his heart was the victim of other people's mistakes .
his brother ....HIS EVIL BROTHER ....had slept with his first and last love !!!!
with his girlfriend ....
or he thought .
living without her , was living like a zombie for him .  without feelings , without love , without happiness , without breathing ...
just like his past shitty life . before noora was in .
he knew that  if noora has slept with nico , he would go back to black .
may noora have joy but william would fall down . because noora is a strong girl and doesn't really care about boys' feelings but william isn't THAT strong . even if he denies and tells that he is over her or he has never loved her , his heart is saying vice versa .
it clearly seemed like that his eyes could see but his heart wouldn't believe !

-" i will explain ...everything !" noora says scared of the truth . she doesn't even know the truth herself .
but she loves him...
she loves william so much ...she doesn't want to lose him ....
but that's a pitty , she doesn't know the truth .
all she wanted to do right now , was to calm william down and explain the whole fucking story for him ...
but he wasn't patient about the things he loved .

-" you didn't sleep with him did you ?!!!" he asked impatiently and he couldn't wait for the words noora drives out of her lips .

noora looked at him with pitty in her eyes ...
she really didn't sleep with him ! at least she thought .
but she can NOT lie to him and he wants the truth right now ! he can't even wait .

-" i don't know ..." there was nothing more that noora could say . but she wished that she wouldn't say ' i don't know ' . because that ' i don't know ' broke his heart more than even ' YES ' !
because ' i don't know ' to him means ' yes ' and the worst part is that he thought she's denying it from him !
all these times ...all these days ...hours ....minutes ...seconds !!!!
he was getting played !!!!
the heartbreaker of he whole school was getting played himself !!! his LOVE was cheating on him !!!! WITH WHO ???!!!! HIS BROTHER !!!!!!! HIS FUCKING BROTHER !!!!!!

there was a big lump in his throat ...he wanted to cry ...HARD .
there was a painful pain in his heart to be felt ...
but he couldn't cry infront of the whole school !
so he walked out fastly... he couldn't hold back these tears ....
he had done ......EVERYTHING for noora ! everything he could do ...everything he had never done for anyone even himself .
he even had wrote her article and report .
'so all these times that she was distancing herself from me was for this fucking reason !' he thought .
in his heart , it was a big and nasty mess !!!
he didn't even know what to do anymore !!!!

-" william stop !!!!" noora tried to stop him. " william please just listen to me !!!!"
but his vision was becoming blurry , but he couldn't let the tears out ...
-" william please !!!! i can explain !!!!! you should believe me !!!!"
noora followed him but she ended up on the floor .
william's broken heart got shattered to powder itself when he hit noora to the ground ....
but he didn't look back ...
he couldn't !
because the emotion that has gotten into him completely wasn't love right now ! it was anger and betrayal !!!!

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dear (A/N) ! this was on my mind for a long time and it has another part too !
but this book isn't only going to have sad deleted parts ! it also gonna have the happy ones ! so , stay tuned for the next chapter ❤️❤️❤️❤️