*before I die*

Chaptre1

Since I was younger I've written down the things I want to do before I die. Once I do them I crosse them out or check it. These are some o the things i've written

-Get kissed in the rain

-be wanted by someone you want

- wear my boyfriends hat

- Go skydiving

- Kiss my crush at midnight on new years eve

- Fall in love.

I know, you're probobly thinking, really? that's so girly. BUt honestly some f this stuff  would be the most romantic things in the world. Ive added so much and I plan on doing them all. I need someone to help me, someday I will find my prince, and he sahll help me. Now enough of this fantasy stuff. Here's the real me. My name is Haven, I live with my dad. My mom had passed away last year for suffuring of cancer. I was devistated. I felt like I would never be happy again. I refuse to feel like that again. Living with my dad is not so great. I don't tell anyone this, but he dosen't treat me like her should. *FLASH BACK*

I was home with my dad as he made diner. I was so hungry, and I coulden't wait to eat. ''Dad! I just got back from dance! what's for supper?'' I asked as I smelled the delicous smell of the food on the stove. '' You can wait'' he replied with and angry tone in his voice. '' What's wrong?'' I asked wondering whats wrong with my dad. '' GO AWAY HAVEN NOT NOW'' He yelled. I advanced closer to him to see if he was okay. Before I could say a think he took my hand and oushed to the stove. I could feel myskin start to burn as he lifted it back off. ''DAD!" I screamed in tears. He slapped me across the face and yelled'' Leave, now.!'' I left and ran to my room before I started to bursted into tears. ''Why me?'' I whispered to myslef as I cried myslef to sleep. * BACK TO NORMAL*

My dad took my moms death the hard way. He coulden't handle it as I struggles on my own.